I am just not interested in fitting in. Seriously I am just not interested any longer.
I have tried all my life to fit in a box every one tries to place by me but I just cannot fit in any. Unfortunately I cannot even try any longer I am no longer interested.
I was never interested in the first place. It was never appealing to me .
You know that box that is placed there for every one to fit in. When we get in the box we stay in the box with the walls around us. We never remember what the box looked like outside because we never came back out the box.
Well I have been in the box and out many times. Let me be honest I love being out side the box. To see every thing from a wider angle the inside is too trapped I feel clustered in it.
My experience with this box is always different every time. I go in and after a little while I realize I want to go back out wondering Why I went back in.
That box that is there for each one of us to enter with every life situation. Is like we have to step inside this box.
There are a few times I have dance around the box and walk around it. But that box is not for me to step in and stay. I have tried and failed many times. Want to hear the funny part?
I do not want to succeed staying in this box. As I have seen staying is worse than leaving this box.
That box that drains you of all your energy. That box that has many trapped by society expectations. That box that has many chained to dept. That box that has creatives believing art has to be measured by a standard.
That box that has many young people chained to generational belief. When they themselves probably had it wrong.
That box that many step in and never venture to step back out. Because they are told that the box is the answer. Not realizing once you step in and you never step out.
Do not let anyone fool you. With all the glitter and glam. If it is the one thing for sure. You never know how they got there and this statement is a powerful one for our every day lives.
We see them all over social media, showing off and making it look as if everything is all fine.
Darling, let me tell you a secret. It may not be all glitter and glam around them at all.
Within and outside of them,it can be filled with comparisons,pain,depression and high expectation from everyone around them . Each and every day trying to live up to some false expectations from others.
Social media has made us a generation of comparisons slaves. We just have to tell the world what we just accomplished and we have to take a selfie of every single thing.
We can’t keep our latest events to ourselves and we just have to show off on everyone else. We have our own selves to blame for the high rate in aniexty cases, depression and suicidal rates.
Because we have not stopped to think of the effects we are causing to one another mental health. We have added fire to the pot in creating comparisons with one another by posting everything that we get our hands on. Without thinking of the other person who may not want to see this on their feed anymore.
Sure, we can unfollow, unfriend and just ignore. But sometimes that is easier said than done. Especially if it is a close friend or worse yet family member who is just mindlessly telling everyone on the internet what they mastered again.
While we maybe taking baby steps every day and making small wins. But just not in the big way others may have it. And that my dear friends is where depression sinks in, if you are not strong enough.
Let me honest here with that one , even the “strong one” have their moments. Trust me on that one. Because life is a funny thing that we cannot take too seriously sometimes.
One of the reasons is just when we got a little control on one of our life situations. We go onto our social media profiles and find ourselves comparing our lives with many others around our same age group.
Then we begin to question ourselves. Oh,I just got a promotion that I have been working hard for , but now I am wondering maybe I am missing something
All because we went on our phones and see Lucy got engaged this weekend. And maybe you are still single or just came out a relationship. Now your no longer as excited as before because although you are happy for Lucy you can’t help but wonder.
It has all happened to us at least once. We can be at the top of our game or struggling to stay in the game.
We know we always feel this pinch and what we never know is we can come out this race.
By actually not caring what anyone even thinks.
As I said Life is a funny thing and if you take any of this too seriously you will realize.
Today religion is in a serious shake up as a Spiritual War fare is happening all the time around us. We have to be aware what is taking place in us and around us.
The battle many of us are facing is a serious one as we have to endure.
Part of the battle is questioning a lot of what have been spoon fed all our lives. As the truth comes out many of us are faced with questions. After the questions are answered we are yet again faced with more questions.
Religious leaders are modernizing a lot of their beliefs, traditions and having many churches following and becoming a stray.
Today I ask how can a church lead a flock when they do not want to follow God true word and commandments?
The Church particularly the RC churches are heading down a new road of self destruction that many like myself have been seeing and warning for years. The word is being twisted and the scandals that are faced is trying to be faced in a humanly way instead of a Spiritual way. A church that is leading many to a way we may regret later down the line.
So much have changed over the years and so much more changes is going to arrive. Many will folk out of the churches when they are trying to get more in the church buildings.
Jesus said where two or three are in my name there I am with them. A time is coming when many have to choose at the same time question where they are heading in this world as we are all facing a Spiritual warfare. Whatever we are faced with we have to ensure that Yeshua stays the center of it all.
Question the church and all the new changes they want to bring on board. Question why they want to make these changes and keep those in prayers who are standing up for justice and truth.
This is the time. Many have warned us about many years ago.
Let us be aware of what is taking place and do not be afraid of asking questions.
Sometimes you remember to admit it can be too much on one person.
When the love is so strong you tend to give and give and realize you have no more to give.
The love you give tends to be so strong you will deny yourself any more harm and not be able to say no.
No to what to always giving and not being filled back up.
You will put your all into a relationship and the other would not see the effort you are really giving and the sacrifices you are making. To be with them they will only see what they are getting from the relationship.
You will realize you give so much of yourself and deny yourself of the love you have been awaiting for all this time. Why settle when you know you deserve the same amount of attention as the other?
It is never about the money and it is never about having someone around. It is always about giving and RECEIVING the same in return. Not being treated as a second option as not having someone who always think well she will always be around. Because I know they love me unconditionally.
You deserve so much more than a half way love song and a love that is deep and meaningful to you. You feel the love not only in material gains but in the things the person do. You do not feel like its a one way relationship and you are feeling the strain of it when you really want to feel balance.
Balance in your life.
Balance in spirituality.
Balance in relationships.
When one is not balance it tends to throw u off balance and you realize the glitches and red flags you have been missing.
In a split second, your life can be flipped upside down.
In a split second your world can change for the better.
God always has a plan for us and his truth is always revealed to us in many ways more than we notice around us.
Life is always filled with changes and your life can change in less than 10 seconds if you are not aware and awake.
The world around us is a gift and it is a gift from God who is always with us. The sun, moon, galaxies and stars is all a part of One God the Alpha, and the Omega. The beginning and the end of everything surrounding us.
Our bodies that holds our Spirits grows,feels, has to be nutured and loved and has to be embraced with love and care. This is because it was given to us by God.
Everything can change in a split second but our inner self our spirit or consciousness always has a warning. It is always there within our bodies that give us nudges and feelings that help us aligns our minds and heart to our inner being.
Our soul is connected to the Universe and everything is connected to God. God is connected to everything as everything was created by him for him.
Our world is just a part of the puzzle and our body that is uniquely created was made in the image of him. We are his adopted children and our bodies that hold our soul is the temple of God. It is not ours it belongs to him who rules everything in and around us.
We were not on his side as we were saved from sin from his one and only Son Jesus Christ-Yeshua . He came on our earth Two Thousand Years ago who was born from the Chosen Jew to bore him. Mary who gave birth to him and she was a virgin, she was blessed, chosen, and said yes to the task ahead, because of her choice we are all saved today.
Yeshua came on earth, unblemished, pure, holy in the image of Man but within the Spirit of God. The Son of God came on this earth holy and pure, to die on a cross for all our sins.
God is connected to us, he lives within us and his Spirit dwells in us. When Yeshua died he send his Spirit to his followers to preach the word he taught so we all can know and love God more.
It has been over 2000 years since his death and resurrection and many preach his gospel throughout the world today. The Good News of God is spoken so we all can know there is hope and hope was always there for us since the beginning of creation.
God created everything and out of everything we are his best work created today. Nothing on the planet can touch us our uniqueness mankind has been the best creation ever done by God because he loves us so much.
God who became man sent his son to die for us. So we can have life eternal with him.
Today they are three in one, The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit. All Three Still One. One who is the Father, who sent his one and only son Yeshua who died and sent his Spirit The Holy Spirit that lives in each one of us.
This Spirit links us to Christ who leads us to God. Because we are all one. One Body, One Spirit, One Church. We are no longer separated from God he always love us and will always love us.
He will not let us hit the wall and stumble to fall. He always picks us up and reminds us he is always around us.
The prophets,apostles wrote about him and everything in scripture is true.
God is the word and the word is God. Everything about this life is written in the word, everything the phophets wrote about has been fulfiled and being fulfilled today. The Spirit lead the word to be written by the chosen ones,so scripture can be fulfiled.
God is truth and the word is truth. Life is manifested in the word of God from the beginning to the end.
God appointed those to write down everything that will happen in this world.
Everything has been true because God word is truth.