I am just not interested in fitting in. Seriously I am just not interested any longer.

I have tried all my life to fit in a box every one tries to place by me but I just cannot fit in any. Unfortunately I cannot even try any longer I am no longer interested.

I was never interested in the first place. It was never appealing to me .

You know that box that is placed there for every one to fit in. When we get in the box we stay in the box with the walls around us. We never remember what the box looked like outside because we never came back out the box.

Well I have been in the box and out many times. Let me be honest I love being out side the box. To see every thing from a wider angle the inside is too trapped I feel clustered in it.

My experience with this box is always different every time. I go in and after a little while I realize I want to go back out wondering Why I went back in.

That box that is there for each one of us to enter with every life situation. Is like we have to step inside this box.

There are a few times I have dance around the box and walk around it. But that box is not for me to step in and stay. I have tried and failed many times. Want to hear the funny part?

I do not want to succeed staying in this box. As I have seen staying is worse than leaving this box.

That box that drains you of all your energy. That box that has many trapped by society expectations. That box that has many chained to dept. That box that has creatives believing art has to be measured by a standard.

That box that has many young people chained to generational belief. When they themselves probably had it wrong.

That box that many step in and never venture to step back out. Because they are told that the box is the answer. Not realizing once you step in and you never step out.

You have failed!

Its real

Its here

Many are falling for it

I look around and see so many living in fear, it breaks my heart and I just don’t understand why people are allowing this fear to take over their lives

U watch into their eyes and u can tell they are scared for their lives. Like they will drop down like flies at that very time.

This fear has taken over the world. This fear has so many willingly giving up every right.

It’s hard to see but there is hope. Not a mask, vaccine, hand sanitizer, or distance away from someone you love

It’s Jesus Christ. Yes Him, I know u heard of Him. If u have not well let me tell u something

He loves u and wants you to come to Him

He is calling out to us. To reach out to Him and He will give us peace

Honestly, if He didn’t come into my life. I would have been a lost one walking around in fear

Today the Holy Spirit, guides me and wants to tell everyone.

Hey u have a life.

Welcome Jesus Christ into your life and He will guide you today.

He brings peace, He heals and He brings comfort when this world is completly. Lost.

Give Him a try and He will come and help u with this thing call life.

God grace has saved us. He gave us his own son who sacrificed his life for us all.

He came on earth and died for us so we can have life eternal with him. God the father and the son is one with the Holy Spirit to guide us. All three in one.

With this being said our lives is more than what we see. Recently I have been aware that vails are raising and truth is being revealed. Many eyes are opened to something more and our saviour Yeshua is calling many back to him.

He sees beyond our sins and loves us unconditionally. His kingdom is everlasting and he knows we are crying out to him.

Everyday we are uncovering more in this world and realizing we need an encounter.

We need a divine intervention to come and help us align our lives. As we are heading into 2021 and Spritually I can feel a shift. This shift is going to change us all and I pray more people become awaken to know their is much more than what we see on the surface.

We all reach a point in life where we say we are done.

As we stay stuck in loops for some time we will be tempted to say goodbye to old cycles.

Old cycles keep us trapped in old energies that leaves us with new experiences and old energies.

Moving on is big energy that needs to be felt and especially as you move through life experiences.

Let go and allow the new energy to rise so you can blossom and follow your true path in life.

When a bigger picture is shown for you. Take the challenge and let go of what no longer serves you and allow life to unfold just for you.

Listen within and follow where that passion and energy is taking you.

These energies are helping you heal. When we wake up one morning and realize you are done with what no longer serves you.

It can be deep and allow possibilities in life. When these energies are brought up do not just leave them, embrace them, and feel what you are feeling inside.

Be proud of this moment.

Own this moment and embrace what your inner self is trying to tell you.

This is the beginning of a whole new beginning for you.

First, you have to admit you are done with what no longer serves you.

No more of the old energy and embrace the new beginnings trying to activate for you.

This is your moment to shine.

Our world has changed drastically, and it is impressive to see how everything has changed in the twinkle of an eye.

The matrix has been exposed for what it truly is, and many are finally awakening to the truth.

Our world is reaping what it has soared for many years, and many see the flaws in our world system.

We finally see how fragile our world is, the corruption, the hate, and our freedoms and rights we have been fighting for taken away.

We live in some fantastic times, and the truth is that things are beginning to unfold as it will all lead us to make a choice.

We either take the red pill or the blue pill. Each one leads us in a direction one leads us to truth and escaping the matrix.

The next one is for us to stay drowned down by fear and lies of what the world is feeding us every day.

The choice is yours.

I made this choice before the pandemic, and it was the best choice I ever made. It has been two years since I have let go and exiting the matrix.

Today I am letting you know it is time to let go of the world systems’ grip on us. Let go of worshiping the celebrities whose lives are not one we should not be aiming towards.

If you do not know by now, most celebrities have taken vows to the evil one.

Many cannot escape the lie because their blood is trapped in it for life.

They have sold their souls knowingly just for the fame, glitter, and more glam of life.
Now it is all crumbling down in front of them all, and many are losing it all.

The athletes are the same many spent their lives pushing towards agenda knowingly and some unknowingly. The hard part of it all many did not know and they are now faced with a life they was not prepared for.

Everything is being lighted up. The rich will fall with time, the governments will crumble, and many youths will be scarred for life.

This is all because we have reaped what we have planted, many have not plan for a pandemic. Many never thought fires would destroy a whole area forest leaving permanent damage. And if we think that is all, we are on the brink of war in many places.

This seems all doom and gloom for 2020 and maybe a few years beyond. But there is light at the end of the tunnel. That is, this world is about to expire and the truth of all of this is a new life is upon us—a life of true love, peace, passion, and purpose.

Suppose we seek it and find true love—unconditional love from God with a promise of eternal life. True love will come down from above when all of this madness is done. When this world is finished, we have destroyed all around us with our greed, anger, hate, and selfishness.

God Most High will bless those that seek true life during these times of madness with eternal life. Life not of the flesh but of spirit and truth because we will be in truth.

This is my blessed hope for all of us.

This is only found in Jesus Christ, his love is unconditional, and our world is preparing the stage for many to be with him.

You do not want to be left behind when the stage is finish set for Satan’s final showdown.

This term that is used quite often is now a common trend among many. We use this as a main stream and call it a part of life, not realizing we are creating something that can be unchangeable within and around us.

We call it a mood and have it within us like a ultra ego that is waiting to take over us slowly but surly.

We change and become something we never knew we had deep within us.

That only comes out when we call on it to be released. Sometimes we do not even realize we have called on it as it comes out so easily and we never question ourselves when this mode is trigged off.

Some would argue that Beast Mode is a gift we become firy, fearless and passionate something we all need to release often. Some will say this is the energy we need to get things done. What we never realize, this beast mood can be here to stay and we would never realize how badly this can affect our mood systems.

This energy can come out as heavy and vicious when we do not want this energy to be release from within us. This fiery passion that comes up from an alter ego within can actually do more harm than good to many of us.

Passion can turn into hate

Fearlessness can turn into anger

Persistence can turn into attachment

Which can lead us down an ugly road. What I know many do not realize is this same energy can be used in situations that clearly do not need a BEAST MOOD.

We switch on this beast mood in our daily lives when we are consuming hate in our news feed. Violent movies, over doasing of alcohol, watching porn and engaging in heated arguments.

We are feeding that beast that we assume is there to help us with our passion. What many of us do not realize if we cannot control this beast,this same beast will control us.

So, today control that Beast that is all within us.

Before it controls us all.

Look within yourself and see the energies.

Pay attention to what is feeling off for you.

Pay attention to within and breathe into what you are feeling.

A busy mind leads to a weary heart and at times we need that little recharge.

Deep breathe in and breathe in the newness.

Breathe out what no longer is you.

Do not hold it within know you are feeling something.

Something within you is saying something.

Do not rush the feeling, do not ignore it because it will not just go away.

Embrace it and know it is saying something to you, feel what you are feeling right now.

The rush or pain is something you need to look at deep within.

Ask yourself, why am I always feeling in a rush?

Am I running away from something, something I do not want to endure?

Listen to your body and mind it is trying to say something.

Stop that busy mind and know all you have is now.

You only have right now and you can not rush this second because this is all you are sure on.

Take that moment and breathe within and settle the mind.

Do not let the Spirit get flustered with the world and ignore what within is trying to say now.

Every moment is precious and we must appreciate the moments we are most certain on and that is right now.

Happiness begins within. It is not your clothes, house, car and associates that makes you fulfilled.

It all begins within.

We find hapiness when we are living with passion and purpose. Happiness is not a destination it is a feeling within. It is when we are acceptable of everything happening in and around our own being.

When we are sure of ourselves and when we are comfortable in our own skin then we realize we are happy within.

This does not happen over night and a lot of times many are looking for happiness in all the wrong places. What we never realize happiness always begin within and ends within ourselves.

To be surely happy you have to find the light within and learn to embrace everything exactly as it is. When we learn this we will understand the true meaning of happiness.

We will realize we have been searching for happiness in all the wrong places and understand happiness was always around.

We just never realize it all begun within.

We are always in a rush, rushing to do what is next and never truly appreciating the moment NOW. Every breathe we take is a blessing and appreciating this moment is important. Life is full of wonder and awe and when we really stop multitasking and take in each moment we would realize time is endless.

I recently began practicing slowing down and listening. Listening within and around. I have began less multitasking and being mindful of what I am doing in the present moment and I see a huge difference in my life when I decide to slow down.

Do you know what I have found when I have separated myself from doing too many things at the same time and being present in the moment. I realize time is slowing down. Just today I realize this, not only when I stop and pause. When I found myself in the present moment focused, observing my sorroundings and listening to the sound of my OWN voice and breathe time slows down. It is like magic is all around me. I do not experience this all the time but there are moments I really stop and appreciate what is in front of me. It may not be all glitter and glam but just the thought of being present, alive, having a mindful moment is one of kind.

I am not sure if you will understand the real beauty of this magical moment but when you practice mindfulness and appreciating each moment of your life. You will understand how blessed your life really is at the time.

We are always rushing watching the time and telling ourselves we have so little time left. But do we really know if we have little time left, because we are not God. So, when we really think of life this way we will breathe in each breath with love and really appreciate the NOW because that is all we are certain of today.