Have you ever reached a point in life you know you are having a rebirth.
A rebirth within yourself that you know you need to have happen within you.
This rebirth happens to everyone at least once in their life.
This rebirth takes us to many places even to the deepest and
darkest spots within ourselves that can help us grow and learn each and
everyday about our dark truths.
The darkest spot that we always try to avoid everyday and
would never make the effort to sit with
because it stairs the truth.
This truth we never want to embrace because of hidden past
We are living in a time where everything is being shown
up. All that is in the dark is coming to
the light and many including myself is beginning to question almost everything
Over the past few years I have been having a awakening and
this awakening has been very eye opening. Many would say it opens us up to the truth and
others will say it is just a clear wake up call for us to transform our lives.
These awakening can bring light to many situations
especially those that we never want unfolding for us.
Over the past few years my life has been shaken up and each
event that take place has really broken my heart in ways that I would never
Honestly, I can never
look at anything the same again.
Everything has changed and everything is changing so drastically in both
a good way and bad.
As things continue to unfold, what I am realizing is what I
thought I wanted all along I no longer a want of mine. All that I dreamed of having is no longer a
goal of mine and the people I use to look up to is not the ones I envision myself becoming anymore.
My mindset has changed and with the change I will
admit. I have lost a few along the way,
close friends, associates and maybe even family members. They have either gone different paths or I
just do not see eye to eye with them any longer.
It is all a part of life.
When I was younger I would remember one of my aunts who is no longer
alive say everyone will leave you behind.
I even recall a associate from the past telling me this as well but now
that something close to this is occurring I am realizing. No one is leaving me behind, I have moved on.
I no longer see any of this the same again. I have learned that everyone has their own
journey and mine is not to be followed the same as before.
For many years I have been the one who is always there but
now I am never really around. I protect
my energy and continue avoiding all situations that is no longer me.
It is like I do not even want to walk down or have a look at
that road again.
It was a long road and I will admit there are times I
question what direction I am really heading.
I am not 100 or even 75 percent certain what direction I am leading
towards. But I do know I am heading somewhere I want to go for me.
Every day I am waking up with passion and a drive for life
and not feeling like a zombie or robot that is just following a system put in
place for me.
It was never a easy decision to make the choices I did but I
had to stay to this and embrace this darkness I felt when I question myself
Because it is within all of those deep, dark energies I
faced myself and realize. I can no
longer experience life the same. I could
no longer just go with the flow and tell myself everything was put in place
already for all of this, I could not allow myself to fall into that trap AGAIN.
So, here I am doing what I love and taking everything one
step at a time. Embracing the uncertainty
that what life is, awakening spiritually and
yes leaving behind the life I knew.
All of this is for my future that God has been calling me
towards for many years. I did not have a clear picture what it would have been
and I still do not fully understand it.
But I know he has been pulling me away from the system I was born into for many years and asking me
to make changes.
He knew I was set out for much more than what I have been
told and seen for many years.
I have seen the changes in life and seen how things will not
be the same ever again. But how we are
allowing this new system to run our lives will tell us a lot about ourselves
and our future generation.
In the next 10 years a lot will be changed drastically and I
do believe things will be unrecognizable to the point we would never notice.
This is because we maybe to swoop in what OUR lives will be
unfolding for us.
As life unfolds let us really appreciate the moment we know
all we have is now. And really
appreciate what life has presented to us because maybe very soon what we know
will never be the same again for any of us.
If you are not satisfied with you life right now. DO NOT WAIT.
Make all the necessary changes you know you have to, listen
within really listen to your consciousness and follow that voice that is trying
to tell you something.
It will not be a easy journey and you may lose a few along the way but really listen within and make all the necessary changes you know you need to today for your tomorrow.
Silence stares the truth, the deep dark truth within us. Many of us hate silence because we know within it lies some truth. The time we spend alone with only our thoughts can be something many of us want to run from, because we cannot face the truth.
We hate the deep pain we feel of emptiness and maybe hate the sound of nothing. It leaves us all just thinking, tick tock tick tock we realize time goes by quite slowly when we only have silence.
It can be for a couple of minutes but for many it feels like ages. The pain and agony of not accepting many things creeps up on us like a snake. It makes us wonder it makes us think. Oh how we hate this feeling.
The birds are chirping, the breeze is blowing and it is a sunny day. A wonderful day to begin but there is silence as we look around the room and see no one but our own shadows. We cringe because we hate the feeling of loneliness, so run and pick up the phone or put on the radio and hear something because we know we do not want to hear this ringing sound of nothing. But yet our ears is hearing the sounds of birds outside and the breeze blowing.
So, we got use to always having noise around us so when the moment of not hearing the same noise but the voice within we get scared as we do not recognize this one. It can be a deep pit fear that held us back and make us cringes in our seats or we may just be lost as this is all new for us.
But one thing for sure is our spirit is saying something to us. Listen my dear because it can be giving you answers to many things.