I am just not interested in fitting in. Seriously I am just not interested any longer.

I have tried all my life to fit in a box every one tries to place by me but I just cannot fit in any. Unfortunately I cannot even try any longer I am no longer interested.

I was never interested in the first place. It was never appealing to me .

You know that box that is placed there for every one to fit in. When we get in the box we stay in the box with the walls around us. We never remember what the box looked like outside because we never came back out the box.

Well I have been in the box and out many times. Let me be honest I love being out side the box. To see every thing from a wider angle the inside is too trapped I feel clustered in it.

My experience with this box is always different every time. I go in and after a little while I realize I want to go back out wondering Why I went back in.

That box that is there for each one of us to enter with every life situation. Is like we have to step inside this box.

There are a few times I have dance around the box and walk around it. But that box is not for me to step in and stay. I have tried and failed many times. Want to hear the funny part?

I do not want to succeed staying in this box. As I have seen staying is worse than leaving this box.

That box that drains you of all your energy. That box that has many trapped by society expectations. That box that has many chained to dept. That box that has creatives believing art has to be measured by a standard.

That box that has many young people chained to generational belief. When they themselves probably had it wrong.

That box that many step in and never venture to step back out. Because they are told that the box is the answer. Not realizing once you step in and you never step out.

You have failed!

Do not let anyone fool you. With all the glitter and glam. If it is the one thing for sure. You never know how they got there and this statement is a powerful one for our every day lives.

We see them all over social media, showing off and making it look as if everything is all fine.

Darling, let me tell you a secret. It may not be all glitter and glam around them at all.

Within and outside of them,it can be filled with comparisons,pain,depression and high expectation from everyone around them . Each and every day trying to live up to some false expectations from others.

Social media has made us a generation of comparisons slaves. We just have to tell the world what we just accomplished and we have to take a selfie of every single thing.

We can’t keep our latest events to ourselves and we just have to show off on everyone else. We have our own selves to blame for the high rate in aniexty cases, depression and suicidal rates.

Because we have not stopped to think of the effects we are causing to one another mental health. We have added fire to the pot in creating comparisons with one another by posting everything that we get our hands on. Without thinking of the other person who may not want to see this on their feed anymore.

Sure, we can unfollow, unfriend and just ignore. But sometimes that is easier said than done. Especially if it is a close friend or worse yet family member who is just mindlessly telling everyone on the internet what they mastered again.

While we maybe taking baby steps every day and making small wins. But just not in the big way others may have it. And that my dear friends is where depression sinks in, if you are not strong enough.

Let me honest here with that one , even the “strong one” have their moments. Trust me on that one. Because life is a funny thing that we cannot take too seriously sometimes.

One of the reasons is just when we got a little control on one of our life situations. We go onto our social media profiles and find ourselves comparing our lives with many others around our same age group.

Then we begin to question ourselves. Oh,I just got a promotion that I have been working hard for , but now I am wondering maybe I am missing something

All because we went on our phones and see Lucy got engaged this weekend. And maybe you are still single or just came out a relationship. Now your no longer as excited as before because although you are happy for Lucy you can’t help but wonder.

It has all happened to us at least once. We can be at the top of our game or struggling to stay in the game.

We know we always feel this pinch and what we never know is we can come out this race.

How?

By actually not caring what anyone even thinks.

As I said Life is a funny thing and if you take any of this too seriously you will realize.

All of it is not real.

Its real

Its here

Many are falling for it

I look around and see so many living in fear, it breaks my heart and I just don’t understand why people are allowing this fear to take over their lives

U watch into their eyes and u can tell they are scared for their lives. Like they will drop down like flies at that very time.

This fear has taken over the world. This fear has so many willingly giving up every right.

It’s hard to see but there is hope. Not a mask, vaccine, hand sanitizer, or distance away from someone you love

It’s Jesus Christ. Yes Him, I know u heard of Him. If u have not well let me tell u something

He loves u and wants you to come to Him

He is calling out to us. To reach out to Him and He will give us peace

Honestly, if He didn’t come into my life. I would have been a lost one walking around in fear

Today the Holy Spirit, guides me and wants to tell everyone.

Hey u have a life.

Welcome Jesus Christ into your life and He will guide you today.

He brings peace, He heals and He brings comfort when this world is completly. Lost.

Give Him a try and He will come and help u with this thing call life.

God grace has saved us. He gave us his own son who sacrificed his life for us all.

He came on earth and died for us so we can have life eternal with him. God the father and the son is one with the Holy Spirit to guide us. All three in one.

With this being said our lives is more than what we see. Recently I have been aware that vails are raising and truth is being revealed. Many eyes are opened to something more and our saviour Yeshua is calling many back to him.

He sees beyond our sins and loves us unconditionally. His kingdom is everlasting and he knows we are crying out to him.

Everyday we are uncovering more in this world and realizing we need an encounter.

We need a divine intervention to come and help us align our lives. As we are heading into 2021 and Spritually I can feel a shift. This shift is going to change us all and I pray more people become awaken to know their is much more than what we see on the surface.

We all reach a point in life where we say we are done.

As we stay stuck in loops for some time we will be tempted to say goodbye to old cycles.

Old cycles keep us trapped in old energies that leaves us with new experiences and old energies.

Moving on is big energy that needs to be felt and especially as you move through life experiences.

Let go and allow the new energy to rise so you can blossom and follow your true path in life.

When a bigger picture is shown for you. Take the challenge and let go of what no longer serves you and allow life to unfold just for you.

Listen within and follow where that passion and energy is taking you.

These energies are helping you heal. When we wake up one morning and realize you are done with what no longer serves you.

It can be deep and allow possibilities in life. When these energies are brought up do not just leave them, embrace them, and feel what you are feeling inside.

Be proud of this moment.

Own this moment and embrace what your inner self is trying to tell you.

This is the beginning of a whole new beginning for you.

First, you have to admit you are done with what no longer serves you.

No more of the old energy and embrace the new beginnings trying to activate for you.

This is your moment to shine.

Today I had the privileged to notice something that is happening around me that I never noticed before.

Everyone is not paying attention. Everyone is busy hussling and bussling and busy with their lives. We are not paying attention to what is happening around us.

We only realize when it affects us directly or when we have to stop and ask ourselves. What is happening in this world today?

But things are shifting and changing and we are heading into the era that is going to be so drastic that many of us may not be able to hold on.

We are living in some tumbling times as many energies are passing around us that we are uncertain about. I just want to say to every one, please pay attention.

Pay attention to what is happening around us. Pay attention to what is going on and look deep within and really stop and notice what is uncovering for you today.

I will admit today I had a scary realization, and that is things are about to change in a way we did not expect. I know I have been saying this for a while but today it has really hit me and when I do see a lot of growth to be surrounding me but at the same time I see a lot of suffering.

As we are awakened let us help those who are not awakened to what is happening around us. We are in times of change a change many of us may regret in the near future. Either way we have to be prepared for what is next for us.

Just like in the days of Noah many was eating and drinking and having a good time and the flood came. This is the same but in a different way, many are running to and fro. Mindless of what is really taking place and something much bigger than we can imagine is heading straight towards us.

Do not be caught up, worried or focus on things of this world but keep your focus on the Word of God. The world will change but God word never fails.

As things continue to unfold I am writing this knowing a huge Spiritual battle is going on and it is going to end very soon.

We saw the warnings in the HOLY BIBLE and yet many even Religious are saying do not put your thoughts on this. But it is there and yet many are not seeing it.

One thing I know for sure is our mankind cannot go on like this for much longer and we have been asking for a intervention.

Are you really ready for that intervention to arrive?

Do not let fear hold you back.

Step out and shine.

Let the world see you and know you

Smile at someone and say Goodmorning, you never know who needs it today.

Many are walking around and even hiding because we are all told to live in fear

Do not let your good nature be taken down by the world because guess what? Everyone is facing a obstacle at this time.

If it is one thing I have learned is to not go too deep into this world. It may leave you in pieces and have you deep in sorrow.

If you are feeling blue, do not even think of watching the news. After all, the information won’t help you as we both know it absorbs all the bad stuff right now.

Sometimes I wonder if anything happy is taking place but then I look outside and remember the Sun and there is sunshine.

We live in a world of fear, and everyone is putting on a mask to face the day. After all, we all want everyone to think everything is AOK.

This is never helping the person right next to you today. It is raining today, and tomorrow it will rain again. After all, this is all a part of life. We will face those challenges we know we never want to meet.

Do not be caught up in any of this, remember their is always a rainbow after the rain.

If you cannot find joy around, be the one who brings the joy

After all, that is what most of us need now.

This term that is used quite often is now a common trend among many. We use this as a main stream and call it a part of life, not realizing we are creating something that can be unchangeable within and around us.

We call it a mood and have it within us like a ultra ego that is waiting to take over us slowly but surly.

We change and become something we never knew we had deep within us.

That only comes out when we call on it to be released. Sometimes we do not even realize we have called on it as it comes out so easily and we never question ourselves when this mode is trigged off.

Some would argue that Beast Mode is a gift we become firy, fearless and passionate something we all need to release often. Some will say this is the energy we need to get things done. What we never realize, this beast mood can be here to stay and we would never realize how badly this can affect our mood systems.

This energy can come out as heavy and vicious when we do not want this energy to be release from within us. This fiery passion that comes up from an alter ego within can actually do more harm than good to many of us.

Passion can turn into hate

Fearlessness can turn into anger

Persistence can turn into attachment

Which can lead us down an ugly road. What I know many do not realize is this same energy can be used in situations that clearly do not need a BEAST MOOD.

We switch on this beast mood in our daily lives when we are consuming hate in our news feed. Violent movies, over doasing of alcohol, watching porn and engaging in heated arguments.

We are feeding that beast that we assume is there to help us with our passion. What many of us do not realize if we cannot control this beast,this same beast will control us.

So, today control that Beast that is all within us.

Before it controls us all.

Be aware of what you see.

Be aware of what you say

Be aware of those thoughts

All these can have a lasting impact in your life.

What you sow you will reap one day and in life we must be aware of what we are allowing to surround our lives around on a daily basis.

We can become really caught up in the news absorbing what is happening and not realizing spiritually something more is taking place that needs our attending.

We live in a testing time for many when it comes to faith.

Our world is changing and our generation is a dying species that is crying out for help

We have been so consumed with moving forward I really believe we have lost our way in this world.

We have become really out of touch, with what is happening around us we may never realize until it is too late for us.

Each and every day there is rumors of war,murders,climate change issues and political disputes.

It has become over bearing for so many we have not really gotten in touch with what all of this is saying to us today.

We need to change our hearts and souls and each day we must make the effort to change.

Be the change we want to see and be consistant with your internal work.

Things can turn around for us all but this is a wake up call for us as we watch life unfolds for us.

We have to ask ourselves. Have we gotten it wrong for so many generations?

We have become so fearless and self absorbed everything is a fight for rights to a point we no longer know what is right.

Let us pray we find the Holy Spirit within us to guide us down the right path in humanity.

Let us pray that we come back to the one true God.

Let us really look within and ask ourselves.

What are we doing wrong?

When we really take these necessary steps in life we will see the difference in our world today.

We can make a change once we become the change.

I am asking everyone reading this today.

Look within and ask yourself the tough questions.