Today I am grateful for where I am.

Today I will say I am thankful for where I am going.

Today I will say this because of everything I have experienced I am looking back with a smile on my face.

From 2010 to now I have learned a lot and I will admit I have grown a lot.

It was not a easy journey but now seeing the benefits of this in my life. I embrace everything in life and appreciate everything in and around me that I have seen.

As I enter each new day I will admit I am feeling greatful, humble,relieve and thankful to the Most High Yah who is always by my side.

As things unfold each new day. I will be strong as things unfold and the Word of Yah fulfilled and I prepare to meet the King Yahushua who the World calls Jesus.

The Holy Spirit is pushing many to warn and we are hearing the messages and warnings each new day.

Today I want to say thank you Yah for this amazing time we are all living in although it is hard my hope is in You

As things unfold let us go within especially during this season.

Let us welcome Yahuwah our Father into our lives and accept His son Yahushua Hamashiach.

Today as I look back I can say I am seeing everything differently now.

It brings an uneasy feeling but at the same time I am finding peace accepting that everything is falling right into place.

Let the Kingdom of Elohim come and Let the Most High Will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven


Billy was holding on he did not want to let go of Sam because he was falling in love and did not want to say this to her. He knew she was wondering what was happening as he hardly said much but as the weeks passed and spending time with her he realized she is a charm.

He would check her every day and take tests and bring medication for her without hesitation but as the results starting setting in he realizes it may be too late for her. His heart was dropping as he has had many patients in his life but this one was leaving a warm fuzzy feeling he didn’t like very much. Especially as he knows he may not be able to save her, each day passed and he realizes why other doctors did not take her case.

She had a multitude of complications that required medications that is not even prescribed and even if he tried it will have serious complications. He would ensure every day she was not pushing herself too much and even ensured she was getting daily rest. But inside he knew that was not enough for her, she needed a cure and fast.

Each day passed and she was getting weaker and weaker but her persistence to take care of her flowers and do art was one he highly admired. Many neighbors would pass and say, she is looking really out of it are you sure you know what you are doing? But Billy did not understand what was wrong with her and as time passed and he confined with other doctors he was running out of time.

There were many mornings she was not even able to walk because of the pain but the medication she has been taking eased the pain. Her sisters would visit her from time to time and insist that she moved in with either one of them but she refused every time. Billy became her biggest help and three months have passed and he just could not put his hands on her condition.

One day he went in by her and found her lying on the floor he rushed to pick her up and realize she was bleeding badly from her hands. She had fallen while moving one of her painting and fell hard on the floor. Thankfully he reached on time to be able to help her. Then he saw something he never saw before an Aconitum napellus flower.  He was surprised as he never recognize this plant in her yard before, he took it from her and threw it immediately in the bin.

She was weak but her look was puzzled. He said softly to her that the flower is deadly and believe it was contributing to her illness. He picked her up and put her on the chair and asked her why she has the plant and worse yet picking it from the roots. She told him that a doctor told her he needed the plant to heal people, he was in shock and immediately asked who is the doctor?

She told him his name and knew who it is, this is the same one who called him into the area for his expertise. He was having a little trouble with him as he was selling medication without authorization from the authorities. Billy knew he had to do something about Doctor Ben who had to be stopped immediately.

He asked Sam if she has been taking any of the medication he has been giving. She said yes, and gave him the little bottle, it was a green substance. Billy said to her, to stop taking it as it is killing her slowly.

Now that he has figured out what was causing her illness he had a new problem with him. He asked himself, who else has this substance and what is the long run effects of this product? Billy looked at Sam and asked her how long have you been taking this, she said approximately a year. He asked who else you think takes it, she said maybe everyone but she has been taking the strongest dose especially now.

He watched Sam and noticed something he has not been seeing all along how she became weaker and weaker in a shorter time. It was like the medications were creating a serious effect on her and by now she should have died if she was taking this a year now. He knew the mixture of the product was off but with what he asked himself and he became a bit scared now as he was not sure if others have the same effects from this product or something worse off. He had two tasks on his hands now. Find doctor Ben and figure out what is in his medications fast, before it is too late.

There was once a little girl name Sam who was obsessed with roses and flowers. She would pick a flower on her way from school each day. Sam was in love with flowers and her mother would always get upset, as she was randomly picking flowers from people galleries and the park.

Sam was intruded with the way flowers would look and she would always imagine herself receiving a flower from someone she loved. She would watch romantic movies only to see when the flowers was being given and she would be totally excited by that moment on the show.

Sam was a lovely child and as she grew up her beauty and radiance blossomed just like flowers. Everyone knew her, everyone loved her she was the pretty one who was always stopping to pick a flower or took a picture of a flower. She never cared what anyone thought of her and that made her stand out to everyone around.

She grew up and had a heart of gold, she was a lover of nature and spend her time nurturing the garden she created. She would have orchids, lillies, aster,asclepias syriaca,roses,violet and many other breath taking flowers blossoming around her. Her ultimate favorite was always her red roses that was always dashing with wonder when you see it.

Every day she would be outside in her garden nurturing her flowers, watering them and taking care of each one. She even gave some names, especially her orchids and roses as she was in love with them. Every day she would spend time in her garden making her full focus on her flowers.

Sam would attend to nature events and show case her orchids, flowers and roses and everyone would be fascinated with them. Many people would even take their sons to introduce them to her as she was a radiant beauty with wonder and awe. Sam was known for her flowers and her beauty and dashing personality.

Little did anyone know she was sick with a unknown disease and went to many doctors and non can find a cure for her. It was the early 1950s and medication where she lived was scarce and expensive. Sam always kept a positive mindset and knew she would one day be cured from this illness.

She always told herself she was making a impact by doing the simplest things each day. Sam would always smile with everyone she knew and would always help the elders in her city. Many would ask, why haven’t you find yourself a good husband as yet as you are a dashing beauty. I know many young men would marry you in a heartbeat but Sam was never interested as she was happy exactly the way she was living. It was a simple life, but a beautiful life in every way.

One day while watering her flowers in her garden. A young man came up to her and ask if she was feeling alright. Sam was sweating and she felt she was beginning to get a little sick from all her work that day. It was a hot day and Sam knew she should not have been pushing herself so hard.

The young man asked if she needed any help instead she said no, but he insisted. He had some water in a jug and gave some to her, she drank and he introduced himself. His name was Billy and he was a visitor from out of town. He had the sweetest smile she had ever seen from anyone in her life and she was intruded by his kindness.

She introduced herself and asked what he was doing in the area. He said he was visiting a patient as he is the only doctor in the county that had the medication that was needed. Sam realized he was a doctor and was thrilled and immediately told him about her illness. He was quite surprised as he never heard of anyone with this before in his life.

Billy had spend many years travelling and working with many medical cases but this one was a first for him. He was also fascinated with her beauty and awe. He has never seen such a beautiful person before.

Billy agreed to check Sam and see what he can do to help her with her illness. Billy knew how to get medication as he has traveled a lot and threw connections knew how to get specialists.

This was a beginning for Sam, she was always wondering how she would find a doctor who has the medication and knowledge to assist her with her case. She looked at her red roses, picked one and gave it to Billy saying thank you for agreeing to help me with my illness.

She continued and said, I was beginning to lose hope and it is a pleasure to finally meet someone who is willing to help me.

Billy smiled as this is a wonderful feeling which he always appreciates the most with his field. The gratitude and love from clients and potential new clients, it always fills a void he longed for so long.

This one was special as he watched into Sam eyes, he known this one was something going to be extra special this time.