As Christians in the 20th Century we should be strong in our faith.

As we do not know the day or the hour our Lord is coming but we know the season.

I will say we are in the season, the season of change and the season of our faith being tested the most. Many believers are losing their faith as they are caught up in this world and as time passes by their faith leaves with them.

The number of parishioners are dwindling and every day someone has left the faith.

So my question is why are so many leaving the faith? Is it because we see something more or we cannot handle what we are seeing anymore ? Do you know we all have a part to play ? I think we have forgotten this or maybe our Church leaders didn’t preach this to us.

We only believe when things go wrong and we fall on our knees to pray or do we only believe when things are all glitter and glam. Being a Christian has never been a easy journey and I have failed many times as I am no saint. But my faith is one of the only things I know I will have when my Spirit leaves my body, my faith is what will save me.

After all I am not on this Earth for Eartly matters I am here to spread the Word of God and let people wake up and know Hey God is around.

This is not my mission alone this is also the misson of all of us as Christians but we tend to get caught up in all the fun.

But we have to remember every day Jesus is calling out to us and asking us to remember him. After all didn’t he died for our sins, dont we all believe this so when we pass on from this world we will actually live.

We are not here forever and our lives are all fading away by the hour and yet many believers are leaving the faith. But I will not shake because while many are exiting I know this is all a part of scripture unfolding.

It has been all coming together since In the Beginning and I know there will be In the End. Because every beginning has an end and Yet, many have forgotten this fact. Many are being fooled by what the World is telling us and we have become a World of lost Faith.

We are seeing Climate Change, hate, believers being killed, signs in the sky, race against race, starvation, platation dying and the list of many other things. Especially in our times and yet still believers are leaving, now why is that happening.

Maybe, just maybe we are really in the times when only a few believers will rise before the return. Do you know that is in our Scripture? But then many are questioning the faith and leaving one by one every minute.

I for one would not turn away from my faith after all I am seeing the signs and not ignoring them at all. I am just trying to get more people aware of what is taking place. Many are awakening but they are taking it in a different way, but I know there is more to come and this is just the birth pains.

This is the time to stay strong and really hold onto your faith. After all your faith will be your saving grace.

Do not rush back.

Do not join the crowd.

Do not follow the masses.

Do not go back to what you know and try to rush back into a world that is on fire

Take a step back, stop, pause and know we cannot allow this world to push us back inside.

Stay away as much as you can, continue social distancing and practice what you have been taught.

Do not be happy to rush back in.

Do not join the protests.

Do not feed the fire

This world would not get better if we fight fire with fire and have money controlling us

Can you not see this virus was a warning?

If you do not get this one today then you are ready to sell your soul to just live in this world

Take a step back and reconize what is happening around us today

Do not celebrate because you are finally outside or back at a job

Because this world is never going to be the same again

Until Heavenly peace has returned from above everything unfolding is a mask from the truth they do not want you to be prepared for.

I say again do not join the crowds.

Do not join them.

Have you ever reached a point in life you know you are having a rebirth.

A rebirth within yourself that you know you need to have happen within you.  

This rebirth happens to everyone at least once in their life. 

This rebirth takes us to many places even to the deepest and darkest spots within ourselves that can help us grow and learn each and everyday about our dark truths.

The darkest spot that we always try to avoid everyday and would never make the effort to sit with  because it stairs the truth. 

This truth we never want to embrace because of hidden past or shames.

We are living in a time where everything is being shown up.  All that is in the dark is coming to the light and many including myself is beginning to question almost everything around us.

Over the past few years I have been having a awakening and this awakening has been very eye opening.  Many would say it opens us up to the truth and others will say it is just a clear wake up call for us to transform our lives.

These awakening can bring light to many situations especially those that we never want unfolding for us.

Over the past few years my life has been shaken up and each event that take place has really broken my heart in ways that I would never expect.

Honestly,  I can never look at anything the same again.  Everything has changed and everything is changing so drastically in both a good way and bad.

As things continue to unfold, what I am realizing is what I thought I wanted all along I no longer a  want of mine.  All that I dreamed of having is no longer a goal of mine and the people I use to look up to is not the ones I  envision myself becoming anymore.

My mindset has changed and with the change I will admit.   I have lost a few along the way, close friends, associates and maybe even family members.  They have either gone different paths or I just do not see eye to eye with them any longer.

It is all a part of life.  When I was younger I would remember one of my aunts who is no longer alive say everyone will leave you behind.  I even recall a associate from the past telling me this as well but now that something close to this is occurring I am realizing.  No one is leaving me  behind, I have moved on.

I no longer see any of this the same again.  I have learned that everyone has their own journey and mine is not to be followed the same as before.

For many years I have been the one who is always there but now I am never really around.  I protect my energy and continue avoiding all situations that is no longer me.  

It is like I do not even want to walk down or have a look at that road again.

It was a long road and I will admit there are times I question what direction I am really heading.  I am not 100 or even 75 percent certain what direction I am leading towards. But I do know I am heading somewhere I want to go for me.

Every day I am waking up with passion and a drive for life and not feeling like a zombie or robot that is just following a system put in place for me.

It was never a easy decision to make the choices I did but I had to stay to this and embrace this darkness I felt when I question myself about LIFE.

Because it is within all of those deep, dark energies I faced myself and realize.  I can no longer experience life the same.  I could no longer just go with the flow and tell myself everything was put in place already for all of this, I could not allow myself to fall into that trap AGAIN.

So, here I am doing what I love and taking everything one step at a time.  Embracing the uncertainty that what life is, awakening spiritually and  yes leaving behind the life I knew. 

All of this is for my future that God has been calling me towards for many years. I did not have a clear picture what it would have been and I still do not fully understand it.  But I know he has been pulling me away from the system  I was born into for many years and asking me to make changes.

He knew I was set out for much more than what I have been told and seen for many years.

I have seen the changes in life and seen how things will not be the same ever again.  But how we are allowing this new system to run our lives will tell us a lot about ourselves and our future generation.

In the next 10 years a lot will be changed drastically and I do believe things will be unrecognizable to the point we would never notice.

This is because we maybe to swoop in what OUR lives will be unfolding for us. 

As life unfolds let us really appreciate the moment we know all we have is now.  And really appreciate what life has presented to us because maybe very soon what we know will never be the same again for any of us.

If you are not satisfied with you life right now.  DO NOT WAIT.

Make all the necessary changes you know you have to, listen within really listen to your consciousness and follow that voice that is trying to tell you something.

It will not be a easy journey and you may lose a few along the way but really listen within and make all the necessary changes you know you need to today for your tomorrow.

Have you ever looked back at your life and said I had the whole thing wrong this whole time?

Well we live in a very different generation line where many are making our older generation look like they had it wrong all the time. Some may even say this generation have it all wrong.

Either way someone has it …. wrong.

But, it may not be completly wrong. As many millemiums have shown that tradition, rules, routine and everything else of the past 10 to 20 years is no longer a part of life. Many would say this is the reason we are in a messed up planet, I will say it is the reason we are making progress and fixing some of the errors.

To be honest, humanity kinda took many things too far or too literal. We are now facing a lot of new problems that need a new mindset. Fortunately, our current generation is seeing the problems and willing to address the issues. We are really standing up for ourselves, and letting the world know. Hey, this is not right.

A lot has changed drastically in the last 10 years and it is because nothing can ever stay the same . I am hoping we are not addressing climate change situation and a lot of other issues too late.

But, there is a God and he knows our heart. So, I trust everything will fall right into place. As I am getting kinda spiritual here, on this topic the word religion in some ways more than others have changed drastically. This is a topic I do not like to discuss much or at all. But, I do have to admit a lot of changes are taking place both positively and negatively.

A lot of millemiums eyes are being opened and realizing that the traditional rules some of us have been following is causing some hovic . The older generation may say it is the reason we are facing some challenges in religion. I would say it is time to realize we are dividing ourselves with different belief systems.

Technology has really changed the game in a lot of beliefs, traditions, rules and structure. But we are humans and have the power to use this to our advantage to probably save our planet, prevent one or two wars from happening and saving the generation after us from hate,envy,jelousy,racialism and religious division.

Maybe our generation would be the ones making the changes that really needed to take place many years ago. Because if we dont step out, break the cycle, help many get out the “rat race” and beat the system. We can be looking at traditions,routine, systems controlling us and destroying us completly.

To me the last few generations was not blessed the way we are now and many held back and really went with what they knew. There was a few that really shaken up this world and made huge changes . We know them and love them. But to be honest there was not enough, in our time at least half the population is tired, fed up and want something new.

Many are going out their way to change the “norm” including myself. Because we want change not only for ourselves but for others. It is not fair to have another generation embrace half the challenges our planet is facing and about to face without knowledge, example, proper leadership and a little less burden from last generations.

It is not fair to drown our children and children children with things we was told was the way to live and never challenge any of this for the better.

Our world has changed whether we like it or not, sorry to say. It will never be the same and reminiscing on how old times was is not helping any of us with the struggles we have to face if we do not deal with the issues NOW.

Trust me when I say we have many issues, worldwide. We have to all make a effort to bring change into our lives because if we do not. We may not have anyone who would be able to live to 50 on this planet. The stress levels would be too much, murder rates around the globe will be a nightmare, climate change will destroy a continent and wars will begin all over the place over every issue raised.

Let us take what is happening now as a example, and make small steps within ourself to change and then we can begin to change those around us. I am hopeful for the future of our planet because I see hope in my generation and the next.

We had it wrong for many years and many of us want change. So, let us all make the decision to bring change into our lives step by step.

This way our children and grandchildren would watch the news and smile because they know they can walk down the street without being harassed. They can go to the mall, they can travel without fear around the globe and know their parents had a part to play in creating a changed world for the better.

Be the change you want to see from today.

Never give up on your dreams. We all have dreams we want to achieve and we must make time everyday to work on those dreams. Excuses won’t get you to where you want to be with all the resources we have and the beauty of technology.

We are all truly blessed to be living in this era. This is the time where we can network with each other and be living million miles away. We shouldn’t have excuses to not push to get when we want in this lifetime.

When you make a decision to change your life for the better stick to it. Do not let the pressure of life or opinions of others force yourself to second guess yourself. Each of us knows our worth and we all know what we have to do to reach those goals.

It won’t be an easy road, it never is an easy road. If anyone ever said it will be a bed of roses they lied. But one thing is for sure, it is worth the fight. Just think of the win and you will know why you are doing all of this life.

Do not give up or give in. Your time to shine is just round the block.

“Your mind is everything. What you think you become. ” – Buddha

Our thoughts is a powerful tool that can direct our life and determine if we can become a product of greatness or negativity.

We must always make it our task to protect our energies around us and surround ourselves with people and situations that will fill your cup. Never let the bitterness of this world get the better of you as, each of us have a individual right to harvest greatness and send out positive vibes to the universe.

I believe and have learned what you think you become as many successful and spiritual leaders have taught. To stay on a level head of peace and tranquility we must not engage in gossip, negative conversations or partake in any sort of news that may switch your energy.

We live in a angry world if you really continually look at the negative side but if you stop and look and see the beauty in this world you would be amazed. There are many great leaders, motivators and situations happening around us daily that makes many smile. A simple moment as a birth of child, a team winning a football match or a teenager helping a elderly woman crossing the road are moments that take your breath away. These are the simple moments that make a huge difference in many lives.

Let excellence be your brand and to cultivate this you have to think of greatness and surround yourself with greatness. Watch your peers, your conversations , even your eating habits all these routines have a effect on your mental and spiritual health. Make a list daily of what you are thankful for, if you are having a hard time thinking of anything just remember you have life, and that’s a second chance to make a change.

Let us look deep within ourselves to find our true purpose and find the passion that burns within us to reach our highest self. If you haven’t found your passion push to reach a goal. List a goal and persuade it with your fullest. If you fail you are getting closer to your ultimate goal and greatest potential. You will find that passion and that flame .

Always put God first, that higher source,that ultimate help. He will guide you with your energies, passion, flame and purpose. Always be thankful and grateful this will aid in protecting your energies and thinking.

Remember greatness is the goal and always think of the ultimate goal. Never dwell in what you do not have and always put your mind on your vision, your future and reaching that target. What you think, you become and we should all think I am greatness.

flower-roses-red-roses-bloom Each day is a blessing to truly appreciate the beauty of this life. This year I learned to appreciate each moment. This happened when I almost had no moments left. One accident changed my life when I was at rock bottom. My world was surrounded by trying to get back to my routine not knowing this routine was killing me slowly. Change is never easy and starting over was my biggest fear. But when your biggest fear watches you straight in the face sometimes it can be a blessing in disguise for the best. We are given choices in life and I always believe what we choose determines our life path and future. Growth takes trust that the universe will work everything out for the best no matter how difficult it may seem at the present moment. Each moment is a blessing to grow, love and build a deep awareness of self and truly learn to appreciate each moment in this life. This year was a tough one,it built me and broke me. In the end I learned some hard lessons, had some tough changes and faced some of my fears.  Now I will be able to say to anyone who may feel they lost a part themselves  or cannot deal with changes to embrace the moments and know there is  always an end and sometimes we have to face these difficult moments to truly appreciate life in the present moment.