There is a point in our life we find ourselves looking deep within and realizing we have been holding ourselves back.

It may not be a easy one to come to terms with and this is something I think every other person has to face. We sabotage ourselves one way or the other, either by second guessing outselves, underestimating ourselves or giving too much of ourselves.

In life there needs to be balance and the moment you are not feeling this you know you are sabotaging YOU. It is not selfish to want to see yourself shine and really embrace a little of your life. We all need this from time to time but there need to be a balance with this and when it is found. Keep the balance within your life.

This can be in work, family , friends and relationships. There needs to be a give and take because what happens when you find yourself giving your all and not getting anything in return our subconscious mind do record this within us. The same goes when we continue taking and not giving back in return, our innerself knows what we are doing is wrong.

The Circle of life is based on balance and if we do not have balance we tend to find ourselves in some real turmoil. Within ourself and it shows up in our relationship. We must know there needs to be balance within our lives and not allow anyone to always take from us and not help us full our cup back up. How are we suppose to share ourselves with others if we are not filled up enough to help ourself because we have given our all to someone else benefit. Our love is to be shared with all those around us and we are not to be limited to those we love and know.

Balance is one of the keys to success in our lives and seeing change among us.

A balance life is a happy life.

You started off with a bang and ending off with a bomb.

You been warning us and telling us it is time to wake up. Time to get things right with our maker.

First you started us off with rumors of wars. Then earth quakes, volcanoes and fires to heat up the place. All of this took place one after the next to really shake us up.

You had more people seeking refuge because you know we like comfort and stability. But you know that the time for that is long over.

Then the virus and a celebrity death so all the famous ones can have a awekening. You showed us how short our life is and we have no control over anything.

We are at the very end of January 2020 and more pain and tears is in the air than we can imagine almost everywhere.

January 2020 you said Wake Up Now!! It is not to late to run to our maker. Do not run to a tree and hug it. Do not hope on a human to save you go down on your knees and pray. Everyone let us beg God the Father to spear us and let us all turn away from this world of only sin.

We as humanity have failed in many ways and we continue running to men like us to save us. We go about things like there is no God and want things around us fixed by humans.

Our world needs prayers and a spiritual intervention.

We need to step up and ask God to spear us from more self destruction from our own selves. We need to remember our world is our temporary homes and remember every day we are here is a real blessing.

We should not take anything for granted and remember God alone saves. If we do not go down this way sooner rather than later.

I am sorry for all of humanity now and the next few years to come.

Because No man can save us!