I am just not interested in fitting in. Seriously I am just not interested any longer.

I have tried all my life to fit in a box every one tries to place by me but I just cannot fit in any. Unfortunately I cannot even try any longer I am no longer interested.

I was never interested in the first place. It was never appealing to me .

You know that box that is placed there for every one to fit in. When we get in the box we stay in the box with the walls around us. We never remember what the box looked like outside because we never came back out the box.

Well I have been in the box and out many times. Let me be honest I love being out side the box. To see every thing from a wider angle the inside is too trapped I feel clustered in it.

My experience with this box is always different every time. I go in and after a little while I realize I want to go back out wondering Why I went back in.

That box that is there for each one of us to enter with every life situation. Is like we have to step inside this box.

There are a few times I have dance around the box and walk around it. But that box is not for me to step in and stay. I have tried and failed many times. Want to hear the funny part?

I do not want to succeed staying in this box. As I have seen staying is worse than leaving this box.

That box that drains you of all your energy. That box that has many trapped by society expectations. That box that has many chained to dept. That box that has creatives believing art has to be measured by a standard.

That box that has many young people chained to generational belief. When they themselves probably had it wrong.

That box that many step in and never venture to step back out. Because they are told that the box is the answer. Not realizing once you step in and you never step out.

You have failed!

Today religion is in a serious shake up as a Spiritual War fare is happening all the time around us. We have to be aware what is taking place in us and around us.

The battle many of us are facing is a serious one as we have to endure.

Part of the battle is questioning a lot of what have been spoon fed all our lives. As the truth comes out many of us are faced with questions. After the questions are answered we are yet again faced with more questions.

Religious leaders are modernizing a lot of their beliefs, traditions and having many churches following and becoming a stray.

Today I ask how can a church lead a flock when they do not want to follow God true word and commandments?

The Church particularly the RC churches are heading down a new road of self destruction that many like myself have been seeing and warning for years. The word is being twisted and the scandals that are faced is trying to be faced in a humanly way instead of a Spiritual way. A church that is leading many to a way we may regret later down the line.

So much have changed over the years and so much more changes is going to arrive. Many will folk out of the churches when they are trying to get more in the church buildings.

Jesus said where two or three are in my name there I am with them. A time is coming when many have to choose at the same time question where they are heading in this world as we are all facing a Spiritual warfare. Whatever we are faced with we have to ensure that Yeshua stays the center of it all.

Question the church and all the new changes they want to bring on board. Question why they want to make these changes and keep those in prayers who are standing up for justice and truth.

This is the time. Many have warned us about many years ago.

Let us be aware of what is taking place and do not be afraid of asking questions.

You may help open many eyes.

Stay awake

The biggest Spiritual battle is about to begin

Sometimes you remember to admit it can be too much on one person.

When the love is so strong you tend to give and give and realize you have no more to give.

The love you give tends to be so strong you will deny yourself any more harm and not be able to say no.

No to what to always giving and not being filled back up.

You will put your all into a relationship and the other would not see the effort you are really giving and the sacrifices you are making. To be with them they will only see what they are getting from the relationship.

You will realize you give so much of yourself and deny yourself of the love you have been awaiting for all this time. Why settle when you know you deserve the same amount of attention as the other?

It is never about the money and it is never about having someone around. It is always about giving and RECEIVING the same in return. Not being treated as a second option as not having someone who always think well she will always be around. Because I know they love me unconditionally.

You deserve so much more than a half way love song and a love that is deep and meaningful to you. You feel the love not only in material gains but in the things the person do. You do not feel like its a one way relationship and you are feeling the strain of it when you really want to feel balance.

Balance in your life.

Balance in spirituality.

Balance in relationships.

When one is not balance it tends to throw u off balance and you realize the glitches and red flags you have been missing.

Its real

Its here

Many are falling for it

I look around and see so many living in fear, it breaks my heart and I just don’t understand why people are allowing this fear to take over their lives

U watch into their eyes and u can tell they are scared for their lives. Like they will drop down like flies at that very time.

This fear has taken over the world. This fear has so many willingly giving up every right.

It’s hard to see but there is hope. Not a mask, vaccine, hand sanitizer, or distance away from someone you love

It’s Jesus Christ. Yes Him, I know u heard of Him. If u have not well let me tell u something

He loves u and wants you to come to Him

He is calling out to us. To reach out to Him and He will give us peace

Honestly, if He didn’t come into my life. I would have been a lost one walking around in fear

Today the Holy Spirit, guides me and wants to tell everyone.

Hey u have a life.

Welcome Jesus Christ into your life and He will guide you today.

He brings peace, He heals and He brings comfort when this world is completly. Lost.

Give Him a try and He will come and help u with this thing call life.

Today I am exhausted.

Tired of trying to explain to myself and others why I am tired of this system.

A system that is no longer working for me and many.

As I write this today I will admit my eyes are burning from a long week of just trying to stay in a race that many face day after days.

We work day in and day out to just meet end meet and we become tired and our health just detoriates.

When Friday reaches we are all beat and tired and ready to hit our beds because we are too exhausted in the end.

Is there a end to this vicious cycle of endless stress and frustration. For me I know there is a end at this tunnel but for many it is a journey they have to face until they can afford to retire.

Then we pass this onto our children and feed them with, this is life. But really is this life when we are not living.

Most of us are just waiting for Friday and then it reaches and we are exhausted.

This is not life.

This is a trap.

A trap that was fed to us to keep us in total slavery.

Let us make every effort we can to get out of the system of slavery.

We all reach a point in life where we say we are done.

As we stay stuck in loops for some time we will be tempted to say goodbye to old cycles.

Old cycles keep us trapped in old energies that leaves us with new experiences and old energies.

Moving on is big energy that needs to be felt and especially as you move through life experiences.

Let go and allow the new energy to rise so you can blossom and follow your true path in life.

When a bigger picture is shown for you. Take the challenge and let go of what no longer serves you and allow life to unfold just for you.

Listen within and follow where that passion and energy is taking you.

These energies are helping you heal. When we wake up one morning and realize you are done with what no longer serves you.

It can be deep and allow possibilities in life. When these energies are brought up do not just leave them, embrace them, and feel what you are feeling inside.

Be proud of this moment.

Own this moment and embrace what your inner self is trying to tell you.

This is the beginning of a whole new beginning for you.

First, you have to admit you are done with what no longer serves you.

No more of the old energy and embrace the new beginnings trying to activate for you.

This is your moment to shine.

God loves us all.

He is the alpha and the Omega.

He is the Beginning and the end.

He is in charge of everything.

God loves us all. He believes in us all and cares for us all.

God gave us his son Jesus who made the choice to die for us on the cross.

He did not need to do this but he did and yet some of us still do not accept him today.

God  is always in charge and although many would say he is not around. Trust me he is around and see everything.

God is a God of order and do not underestimate the order he has in this world.

He has a plan and it is right there in the  Holy Bible and yet many still do not believe in him today.

He is around

He is always there watching all our moves and patterns and yet still we question his existence and love for us all.

Every day our world is changing but God never changes.

His word never changes and his teachings never changes.

Why do we question this today when we are seeing what we are seeing today.

Why are so many believers beginning to not believe and yet many who never believed are beginning to believe. 

It fascinates me how many all leaving their faith and falling away to the ways of the world today.

 When this is the time they need to hold on stronger than before because it is now we need him more than ever. 

Do not let your heart be troubled  by the world and know God is always around.

Do not be consumed by the way of the world because this world will leave you.

Every day our world is changing and God hears the prayers of his faithful ones.

As things continue to unfold do not let go of your faith and stand strong because the Spiritual Battle of the Believers souls is around.

To all of those who are new to the faith.

Welcome and know you are loved.

Stay strong and follow the way of Christ the King.

Your life have been touched and changed. 

The door maybe narrow and many will not take it but know you have taken this way and you will be crowned one day.

Love for this life is nothing but a waste but the love for the life we get closer to each day is worth the sacrifice each day.

So, leave all your worries in the hand of the Lord and trust that everything you do is for your eternal life.

After all we are all a Child of God.

So, hold onto your faith.

Only Jesus Christ can save us at the end of the day. ❤

Do not let fear hold you back.

Step out and shine.

Let the world see you and know you

Smile at someone and say Goodmorning, you never know who needs it today.

Many are walking around and even hiding because we are all told to live in fear

Do not let your good nature be taken down by the world because guess what? Everyone is facing a obstacle at this time.

If it is one thing I have learned is to not go too deep into this world. It may leave you in pieces and have you deep in sorrow.

If you are feeling blue, do not even think of watching the news. After all, the information won’t help you as we both know it absorbs all the bad stuff right now.

Sometimes I wonder if anything happy is taking place but then I look outside and remember the Sun and there is sunshine.

We live in a world of fear, and everyone is putting on a mask to face the day. After all, we all want everyone to think everything is AOK.

This is never helping the person right next to you today. It is raining today, and tomorrow it will rain again. After all, this is all a part of life. We will face those challenges we know we never want to meet.

Do not be caught up in any of this, remember their is always a rainbow after the rain.

If you cannot find joy around, be the one who brings the joy

After all, that is what most of us need now.

As Christians in the 20th Century we should be strong in our faith.

As we do not know the day or the hour our Lord is coming but we know the season.

I will say we are in the season, the season of change and the season of our faith being tested the most. Many believers are losing their faith as they are caught up in this world and as time passes by their faith leaves with them.

The number of parishioners are dwindling and every day someone has left the faith.

So my question is why are so many leaving the faith? Is it because we see something more or we cannot handle what we are seeing anymore ? Do you know we all have a part to play ? I think we have forgotten this or maybe our Church leaders didn’t preach this to us.

We only believe when things go wrong and we fall on our knees to pray or do we only believe when things are all glitter and glam. Being a Christian has never been a easy journey and I have failed many times as I am no saint. But my faith is one of the only things I know I will have when my Spirit leaves my body, my faith is what will save me.

After all I am not on this Earth for Eartly matters I am here to spread the Word of God and let people wake up and know Hey God is around.

This is not my mission alone this is also the misson of all of us as Christians but we tend to get caught up in all the fun.

But we have to remember every day Jesus is calling out to us and asking us to remember him. After all didn’t he died for our sins, dont we all believe this so when we pass on from this world we will actually live.

We are not here forever and our lives are all fading away by the hour and yet many believers are leaving the faith. But I will not shake because while many are exiting I know this is all a part of scripture unfolding.

It has been all coming together since In the Beginning and I know there will be In the End. Because every beginning has an end and Yet, many have forgotten this fact. Many are being fooled by what the World is telling us and we have become a World of lost Faith.

We are seeing Climate Change, hate, believers being killed, signs in the sky, race against race, starvation, platation dying and the list of many other things. Especially in our times and yet still believers are leaving, now why is that happening.

Maybe, just maybe we are really in the times when only a few believers will rise before the return. Do you know that is in our Scripture? But then many are questioning the faith and leaving one by one every minute.

I for one would not turn away from my faith after all I am seeing the signs and not ignoring them at all. I am just trying to get more people aware of what is taking place. Many are awakening but they are taking it in a different way, but I know there is more to come and this is just the birth pains.

This is the time to stay strong and really hold onto your faith. After all your faith will be your saving grace.

There is a point in our life we find ourselves looking deep within and realizing we have been holding ourselves back.

It may not be a easy one to come to terms with and this is something I think every other person has to face. We sabotage ourselves one way or the other, either by second guessing outselves, underestimating ourselves or giving too much of ourselves.

In life there needs to be balance and the moment you are not feeling this you know you are sabotaging YOU. It is not selfish to want to see yourself shine and really embrace a little of your life. We all need this from time to time but there need to be a balance with this and when it is found. Keep the balance within your life.

This can be in work, family , friends and relationships. There needs to be a give and take because what happens when you find yourself giving your all and not getting anything in return our subconscious mind do record this within us. The same goes when we continue taking and not giving back in return, our innerself knows what we are doing is wrong.

The Circle of life is based on balance and if we do not have balance we tend to find ourselves in some real turmoil. Within ourself and it shows up in our relationship. We must know there needs to be balance within our lives and not allow anyone to always take from us and not help us full our cup back up. How are we suppose to share ourselves with others if we are not filled up enough to help ourself because we have given our all to someone else benefit. Our love is to be shared with all those around us and we are not to be limited to those we love and know.

Balance is one of the keys to success in our lives and seeing change among us.

A balance life is a happy life.