Today I am exhausted.

Tired of trying to explain to myself and others why I am tired of this system.

A system that is no longer working for me and many.

As I write this today I will admit my eyes are burning from a long week of just trying to stay in a race that many face day after days.

We work day in and day out to just meet end meet and we become tired and our health just detoriates.

When Friday reaches we are all beat and tired and ready to hit our beds because we are too exhausted in the end.

Is there a end to this vicious cycle of endless stress and frustration. For me I know there is a end at this tunnel but for many it is a journey they have to face until they can afford to retire.

Then we pass this onto our children and feed them with, this is life. But really is this life when we are not living.

Most of us are just waiting for Friday and then it reaches and we are exhausted.

This is not life.

This is a trap.

A trap that was fed to us to keep us in total slavery.

Let us make every effort we can to get out of the system of slavery.

We all reach a point in life where we say we are done.

As we stay stuck in loops for some time we will be tempted to say goodbye to old cycles.

Old cycles keep us trapped in old energies that leaves us with new experiences and old energies.

Moving on is big energy that needs to be felt and especially as you move through life experiences.

Let go and allow the new energy to rise so you can blossom and follow your true path in life.

When a bigger picture is shown for you. Take the challenge and let go of what no longer serves you and allow life to unfold just for you.

Listen within and follow where that passion and energy is taking you.

These energies are helping you heal. When we wake up one morning and realize you are done with what no longer serves you.

It can be deep and allow possibilities in life. When these energies are brought up do not just leave them, embrace them, and feel what you are feeling inside.

Be proud of this moment.

Own this moment and embrace what your inner self is trying to tell you.

This is the beginning of a whole new beginning for you.

First, you have to admit you are done with what no longer serves you.

No more of the old energy and embrace the new beginnings trying to activate for you.

This is your moment to shine.

God loves us all.

He is the alpha and the Omega.

He is the Beginning and the end.

He is in charge of everything.

God loves us all. He believes in us all and cares for us all.

God gave us his son Jesus who made the choice to die for us on the cross.

He did not need to do this but he did and yet some of us still do not accept him today.

God  is always in charge and although many would say he is not around. Trust me he is around and see everything.

God is a God of order and do not underestimate the order he has in this world.

He has a plan and it is right there in the  Holy Bible and yet many still do not believe in him today.

He is around

He is always there watching all our moves and patterns and yet still we question his existence and love for us all.

Every day our world is changing but God never changes.

His word never changes and his teachings never changes.

Why do we question this today when we are seeing what we are seeing today.

Why are so many believers beginning to not believe and yet many who never believed are beginning to believe. 

It fascinates me how many all leaving their faith and falling away to the ways of the world today.

 When this is the time they need to hold on stronger than before because it is now we need him more than ever. 

Do not let your heart be troubled  by the world and know God is always around.

Do not be consumed by the way of the world because this world will leave you.

Every day our world is changing and God hears the prayers of his faithful ones.

As things continue to unfold do not let go of your faith and stand strong because the Spiritual Battle of the Believers souls is around.

To all of those who are new to the faith.

Welcome and know you are loved.

Stay strong and follow the way of Christ the King.

Your life have been touched and changed. 

The door maybe narrow and many will not take it but know you have taken this way and you will be crowned one day.

Love for this life is nothing but a waste but the love for the life we get closer to each day is worth the sacrifice each day.

So, leave all your worries in the hand of the Lord and trust that everything you do is for your eternal life.

After all we are all a Child of God.

So, hold onto your faith.

Only Jesus Christ can save us at the end of the day. ❤

Do not let fear hold you back.

Step out and shine.

Let the world see you and know you

Smile at someone and say Goodmorning, you never know who needs it today.

Many are walking around and even hiding because we are all told to live in fear

Do not let your good nature be taken down by the world because guess what? Everyone is facing a obstacle at this time.

If it is one thing I have learned is to not go too deep into this world. It may leave you in pieces and have you deep in sorrow.

If you are feeling blue, do not even think of watching the news. After all, the information won’t help you as we both know it absorbs all the bad stuff right now.

Sometimes I wonder if anything happy is taking place but then I look outside and remember the Sun and there is sunshine.

We live in a world of fear, and everyone is putting on a mask to face the day. After all, we all want everyone to think everything is AOK.

This is never helping the person right next to you today. It is raining today, and tomorrow it will rain again. After all, this is all a part of life. We will face those challenges we know we never want to meet.

Do not be caught up in any of this, remember their is always a rainbow after the rain.

If you cannot find joy around, be the one who brings the joy

After all, that is what most of us need now.

As Christians in the 20th Century we should be strong in our faith.

As we do not know the day or the hour our Lord is coming but we know the season.

I will say we are in the season, the season of change and the season of our faith being tested the most. Many believers are losing their faith as they are caught up in this world and as time passes by their faith leaves with them.

The number of parishioners are dwindling and every day someone has left the faith.

So my question is why are so many leaving the faith? Is it because we see something more or we cannot handle what we are seeing anymore ? Do you know we all have a part to play ? I think we have forgotten this or maybe our Church leaders didn’t preach this to us.

We only believe when things go wrong and we fall on our knees to pray or do we only believe when things are all glitter and glam. Being a Christian has never been a easy journey and I have failed many times as I am no saint. But my faith is one of the only things I know I will have when my Spirit leaves my body, my faith is what will save me.

After all I am not on this Earth for Eartly matters I am here to spread the Word of God and let people wake up and know Hey God is around.

This is not my mission alone this is also the misson of all of us as Christians but we tend to get caught up in all the fun.

But we have to remember every day Jesus is calling out to us and asking us to remember him. After all didn’t he died for our sins, dont we all believe this so when we pass on from this world we will actually live.

We are not here forever and our lives are all fading away by the hour and yet many believers are leaving the faith. But I will not shake because while many are exiting I know this is all a part of scripture unfolding.

It has been all coming together since In the Beginning and I know there will be In the End. Because every beginning has an end and Yet, many have forgotten this fact. Many are being fooled by what the World is telling us and we have become a World of lost Faith.

We are seeing Climate Change, hate, believers being killed, signs in the sky, race against race, starvation, platation dying and the list of many other things. Especially in our times and yet still believers are leaving, now why is that happening.

Maybe, just maybe we are really in the times when only a few believers will rise before the return. Do you know that is in our Scripture? But then many are questioning the faith and leaving one by one every minute.

I for one would not turn away from my faith after all I am seeing the signs and not ignoring them at all. I am just trying to get more people aware of what is taking place. Many are awakening but they are taking it in a different way, but I know there is more to come and this is just the birth pains.

This is the time to stay strong and really hold onto your faith. After all your faith will be your saving grace.

There is a point in our life we find ourselves looking deep within and realizing we have been holding ourselves back.

It may not be a easy one to come to terms with and this is something I think every other person has to face. We sabotage ourselves one way or the other, either by second guessing outselves, underestimating ourselves or giving too much of ourselves.

In life there needs to be balance and the moment you are not feeling this you know you are sabotaging YOU. It is not selfish to want to see yourself shine and really embrace a little of your life. We all need this from time to time but there need to be a balance with this and when it is found. Keep the balance within your life.

This can be in work, family , friends and relationships. There needs to be a give and take because what happens when you find yourself giving your all and not getting anything in return our subconscious mind do record this within us. The same goes when we continue taking and not giving back in return, our innerself knows what we are doing is wrong.

The Circle of life is based on balance and if we do not have balance we tend to find ourselves in some real turmoil. Within ourself and it shows up in our relationship. We must know there needs to be balance within our lives and not allow anyone to always take from us and not help us full our cup back up. How are we suppose to share ourselves with others if we are not filled up enough to help ourself because we have given our all to someone else benefit. Our love is to be shared with all those around us and we are not to be limited to those we love and know.

Balance is one of the keys to success in our lives and seeing change among us.

A balance life is a happy life.

Be aware of what you see.

Be aware of what you say

Be aware of those thoughts

All these can have a lasting impact in your life.

What you sow you will reap one day and in life we must be aware of what we are allowing to surround our lives around on a daily basis.

We can become really caught up in the news absorbing what is happening and not realizing spiritually something more is taking place that needs our attending.

We live in a testing time for many when it comes to faith.

Our world is changing and our generation is a dying species that is crying out for help

We have been so consumed with moving forward I really believe we have lost our way in this world.

We have become really out of touch, with what is happening around us we may never realize until it is too late for us.

Each and every day there is rumors of war,murders,climate change issues and political disputes.

It has become over bearing for so many we have not really gotten in touch with what all of this is saying to us today.

We need to change our hearts and souls and each day we must make the effort to change.

Be the change we want to see and be consistant with your internal work.

Things can turn around for us all but this is a wake up call for us as we watch life unfolds for us.

We have to ask ourselves. Have we gotten it wrong for so many generations?

We have become so fearless and self absorbed everything is a fight for rights to a point we no longer know what is right.

Let us pray we find the Holy Spirit within us to guide us down the right path in humanity.

Let us pray that we come back to the one true God.

Let us really look within and ask ourselves.

What are we doing wrong?

When we really take these necessary steps in life we will see the difference in our world today.

We can make a change once we become the change.

I am asking everyone reading this today.

Look within and ask yourself the tough questions.

Look within yourself and see the energies.

Pay attention to what is feeling off for you.

Pay attention to within and breathe into what you are feeling.

A busy mind leads to a weary heart and at times we need that little recharge.

Deep breathe in and breathe in the newness.

Breathe out what no longer is you.

Do not hold it within know you are feeling something.

Something within you is saying something.

Do not rush the feeling, do not ignore it because it will not just go away.

Embrace it and know it is saying something to you, feel what you are feeling right now.

The rush or pain is something you need to look at deep within.

Ask yourself, why am I always feeling in a rush?

Am I running away from something, something I do not want to endure?

Listen to your body and mind it is trying to say something.

Stop that busy mind and know all you have is now.

You only have right now and you can not rush this second because this is all you are sure on.

Take that moment and breathe within and settle the mind.

Do not let the Spirit get flustered with the world and ignore what within is trying to say now.

Every moment is precious and we must appreciate the moments we are most certain on and that is right now.

Do not rush back.

Do not join the crowd.

Do not follow the masses.

Do not go back to what you know and try to rush back into a world that is on fire

Take a step back, stop, pause and know we cannot allow this world to push us back inside.

Stay away as much as you can, continue social distancing and practice what you have been taught.

Do not be happy to rush back in.

Do not join the protests.

Do not feed the fire

This world would not get better if we fight fire with fire and have money controlling us

Can you not see this virus was a warning?

If you do not get this one today then you are ready to sell your soul to just live in this world

Take a step back and reconize what is happening around us today

Do not celebrate because you are finally outside or back at a job

Because this world is never going to be the same again

Until Heavenly peace has returned from above everything unfolding is a mask from the truth they do not want you to be prepared for.

I say again do not join the crowds.

Do not join them.

Have you ever reached a point in life you know you are having a rebirth.

A rebirth within yourself that you know you need to have happen within you.  

This rebirth happens to everyone at least once in their life. 

This rebirth takes us to many places even to the deepest and darkest spots within ourselves that can help us grow and learn each and everyday about our dark truths.

The darkest spot that we always try to avoid everyday and would never make the effort to sit with  because it stairs the truth. 

This truth we never want to embrace because of hidden past or shames.

We are living in a time where everything is being shown up.  All that is in the dark is coming to the light and many including myself is beginning to question almost everything around us.

Over the past few years I have been having a awakening and this awakening has been very eye opening.  Many would say it opens us up to the truth and others will say it is just a clear wake up call for us to transform our lives.

These awakening can bring light to many situations especially those that we never want unfolding for us.

Over the past few years my life has been shaken up and each event that take place has really broken my heart in ways that I would never expect.

Honestly,  I can never look at anything the same again.  Everything has changed and everything is changing so drastically in both a good way and bad.

As things continue to unfold, what I am realizing is what I thought I wanted all along I no longer a  want of mine.  All that I dreamed of having is no longer a goal of mine and the people I use to look up to is not the ones I  envision myself becoming anymore.

My mindset has changed and with the change I will admit.   I have lost a few along the way, close friends, associates and maybe even family members.  They have either gone different paths or I just do not see eye to eye with them any longer.

It is all a part of life.  When I was younger I would remember one of my aunts who is no longer alive say everyone will leave you behind.  I even recall a associate from the past telling me this as well but now that something close to this is occurring I am realizing.  No one is leaving me  behind, I have moved on.

I no longer see any of this the same again.  I have learned that everyone has their own journey and mine is not to be followed the same as before.

For many years I have been the one who is always there but now I am never really around.  I protect my energy and continue avoiding all situations that is no longer me.  

It is like I do not even want to walk down or have a look at that road again.

It was a long road and I will admit there are times I question what direction I am really heading.  I am not 100 or even 75 percent certain what direction I am leading towards. But I do know I am heading somewhere I want to go for me.

Every day I am waking up with passion and a drive for life and not feeling like a zombie or robot that is just following a system put in place for me.

It was never a easy decision to make the choices I did but I had to stay to this and embrace this darkness I felt when I question myself about LIFE.

Because it is within all of those deep, dark energies I faced myself and realize.  I can no longer experience life the same.  I could no longer just go with the flow and tell myself everything was put in place already for all of this, I could not allow myself to fall into that trap AGAIN.

So, here I am doing what I love and taking everything one step at a time.  Embracing the uncertainty that what life is, awakening spiritually and  yes leaving behind the life I knew. 

All of this is for my future that God has been calling me towards for many years. I did not have a clear picture what it would have been and I still do not fully understand it.  But I know he has been pulling me away from the system  I was born into for many years and asking me to make changes.

He knew I was set out for much more than what I have been told and seen for many years.

I have seen the changes in life and seen how things will not be the same ever again.  But how we are allowing this new system to run our lives will tell us a lot about ourselves and our future generation.

In the next 10 years a lot will be changed drastically and I do believe things will be unrecognizable to the point we would never notice.

This is because we maybe to swoop in what OUR lives will be unfolding for us. 

As life unfolds let us really appreciate the moment we know all we have is now.  And really appreciate what life has presented to us because maybe very soon what we know will never be the same again for any of us.

If you are not satisfied with you life right now.  DO NOT WAIT.

Make all the necessary changes you know you have to, listen within really listen to your consciousness and follow that voice that is trying to tell you something.

It will not be a easy journey and you may lose a few along the way but really listen within and make all the necessary changes you know you need to today for your tomorrow.