I was a little blind but now I see it all clearly.

Religion is fully man made and I am so happy I am seeing all this clearly.

The Most High is real and loved me and everyone so much that he sent His Son to die on a cross for us.

He gave us his word and his first disciples listened to his Holy Spirit so we can know of God words.

Religion has failed me recently. With trying to follow the way of the man made Law. Religion is no longer following the way of the first apostles and ignoring the words given to us by God.

Religion has become worldly and have forgotten the word of God completely.

Religion has taken down a road where everything will change drastically but little did I know it was shifting down this path even before I was born.

The apostles warned us of all of this in front of us. While Religion has failed many are still standing up for our true faith.

For us we are being persecuted and lashed with words from the Bible from people who only want to use the Bible for their own worldly gain.

As a Christian it is hard to stand by faith but my faith is all that have saved me from the ways of this world

Every day many are leaving the church but I have realize it is not the reason we all think. Many are leaving their religion because their faith has been lead in other ways. For some it is maybe the way of the world that lead them out of the church. And for some it is because their faith that have been restored and we realize that some of the Religious ones are not lead by faith but only by sight.

That is the reason today I am saying religion has failed me because humans created religion and we have forgotten our True God and the many things he warned us about.

My heart aches for those trying to follow the way of the New World Order but my heart also ache for those of us that now have a battle that can lead us completely out of this world.

In the end God will win because he is the Alpha and the Omega. The beginning and the End and my faith stands by him and him alone and my true faith in him and not the ways of this world.

I am sounding like my parents but when normal things are no longer normal. You have to say I miss the old days

So I will admit I miss the old days when I saw people true faces. Not ones that are covered with masks and under that mask is another mask. The irony I am experiencing these days. Actually everyone is experiencing this but for many they are just following protocols.

2020 to now is some strange years but I am actually grateful to experience this one. This is the year I am missing a normal normal day. The days when we could be in a crowd or go somewhere and not worry being looked at wrong for not wearing mask like everyone around.

The days when you don’t see people worried about getting sick. Covid 19 virus has really made this world change.

The world we loved and enjoyed is no longer what we dreamed of anymore. Many lives are changing and many lives are being taken away either by this virus or the fear of the virus.

What a world we live in today?

Sad state of affairs. Your freedom has gone.

Welcome to the new world a world where freedom rights may not exist anymore.

It is all a lie it is not real and many have fallen for it. Social distancing has killed humanity and believe me this is just the beginning of a sad state of affairs for many years to come.

If you think a virus has brought us closer as a human race it has not and it has divided us and this division has only now begun.

We will only become more distant as time passes and soon totally out of touch.

I am sorry for the generation after me and the ones to come.

If you think this New World is real and better for our humanity. You may have missed the point of reaching out to others in time of need. In a time when our world needed us to be more human we became more distant.

We did not save lives. We create empty holes in many hearts because they really needed someone to give them a hug. To me we are now entering a New World of many with deep depression all because of this New World of social distancing.

I would never forget the great pandemic that has left many scarred and Humanity will never be the same. Because we allowed this to take away the one thing that we as human held onto for so long.

Human contact.

I am just not interested in fitting in. Seriously I am just not interested any longer.

I have tried all my life to fit in a box every one tries to place by me but I just cannot fit in any. Unfortunately I cannot even try any longer I am no longer interested.

I was never interested in the first place. It was never appealing to me .

You know that box that is placed there for every one to fit in. When we get in the box we stay in the box with the walls around us. We never remember what the box looked like outside because we never came back out the box.

Well I have been in the box and out many times. Let me be honest I love being out side the box. To see every thing from a wider angle the inside is too trapped I feel clustered in it.

My experience with this box is always different every time. I go in and after a little while I realize I want to go back out wondering Why I went back in.

That box that is there for each one of us to enter with every life situation. Is like we have to step inside this box.

There are a few times I have dance around the box and walk around it. But that box is not for me to step in and stay. I have tried and failed many times. Want to hear the funny part?

I do not want to succeed staying in this box. As I have seen staying is worse than leaving this box.

That box that drains you of all your energy. That box that has many trapped by society expectations. That box that has many chained to dept. That box that has creatives believing art has to be measured by a standard.

That box that has many young people chained to generational belief. When they themselves probably had it wrong.

That box that many step in and never venture to step back out. Because they are told that the box is the answer. Not realizing once you step in and you never step out.

You have failed!

Do not let anyone fool you. With all the glitter and glam. If it is the one thing for sure. You never know how they got there and this statement is a powerful one for our every day lives.

We see them all over social media, showing off and making it look as if everything is all fine.

Darling, let me tell you a secret. It may not be all glitter and glam around them at all.

Within and outside of them,it can be filled with comparisons,pain,depression and high expectation from everyone around them . Each and every day trying to live up to some false expectations from others.

Social media has made us a generation of comparisons slaves. We just have to tell the world what we just accomplished and we have to take a selfie of every single thing.

We can’t keep our latest events to ourselves and we just have to show off on everyone else. We have our own selves to blame for the high rate in aniexty cases, depression and suicidal rates.

Because we have not stopped to think of the effects we are causing to one another mental health. We have added fire to the pot in creating comparisons with one another by posting everything that we get our hands on. Without thinking of the other person who may not want to see this on their feed anymore.

Sure, we can unfollow, unfriend and just ignore. But sometimes that is easier said than done. Especially if it is a close friend or worse yet family member who is just mindlessly telling everyone on the internet what they mastered again.

While we maybe taking baby steps every day and making small wins. But just not in the big way others may have it. And that my dear friends is where depression sinks in, if you are not strong enough.

Let me honest here with that one , even the “strong one” have their moments. Trust me on that one. Because life is a funny thing that we cannot take too seriously sometimes.

One of the reasons is just when we got a little control on one of our life situations. We go onto our social media profiles and find ourselves comparing our lives with many others around our same age group.

Then we begin to question ourselves. Oh,I just got a promotion that I have been working hard for , but now I am wondering maybe I am missing something

All because we went on our phones and see Lucy got engaged this weekend. And maybe you are still single or just came out a relationship. Now your no longer as excited as before because although you are happy for Lucy you can’t help but wonder.

It has all happened to us at least once. We can be at the top of our game or struggling to stay in the game.

We know we always feel this pinch and what we never know is we can come out this race.

How?

By actually not caring what anyone even thinks.

As I said Life is a funny thing and if you take any of this too seriously you will realize.

All of it is not real.

Time for what exactly?

It is time to step away.

Yes, it is time to fly those wings my dear.

Time to know this life is a blessing and it is your time to shine.

Stop living in other people light and time to start shining your own light.

The time is now. I know you have that dream.

I know you have that goal, go for it and stop following the crowd.

One thing I appreciated with the Covid 19 is the social distancing.

The space we took apart from others really help us find our space within ourselves.

Think about it and know you will shine once you decide it is time to shine your own life.

Stop following the crowd and start stepping out.

My dear shine your light and stop following that crowd.

It is about that time.

Today religion is in a serious shake up as a Spiritual War fare is happening all the time around us. We have to be aware what is taking place in us and around us.

The battle many of us are facing is a serious one as we have to endure.

Part of the battle is questioning a lot of what have been spoon fed all our lives. As the truth comes out many of us are faced with questions. After the questions are answered we are yet again faced with more questions.

Religious leaders are modernizing a lot of their beliefs, traditions and having many churches following and becoming a stray.

Today I ask how can a church lead a flock when they do not want to follow God true word and commandments?

The Church particularly the RC churches are heading down a new road of self destruction that many like myself have been seeing and warning for years. The word is being twisted and the scandals that are faced is trying to be faced in a humanly way instead of a Spiritual way. A church that is leading many to a way we may regret later down the line.

So much have changed over the years and so much more changes is going to arrive. Many will folk out of the churches when they are trying to get more in the church buildings.

Jesus said where two or three are in my name there I am with them. A time is coming when many have to choose at the same time question where they are heading in this world as we are all facing a Spiritual warfare. Whatever we are faced with we have to ensure that Yeshua stays the center of it all.

Question the church and all the new changes they want to bring on board. Question why they want to make these changes and keep those in prayers who are standing up for justice and truth.

This is the time. Many have warned us about many years ago.

Let us be aware of what is taking place and do not be afraid of asking questions.

You may help open many eyes.

Stay awake

The biggest Spiritual battle is about to begin

Sometimes you remember to admit it can be too much on one person.

When the love is so strong you tend to give and give and realize you have no more to give.

The love you give tends to be so strong you will deny yourself any more harm and not be able to say no.

No to what to always giving and not being filled back up.

You will put your all into a relationship and the other would not see the effort you are really giving and the sacrifices you are making. To be with them they will only see what they are getting from the relationship.

You will realize you give so much of yourself and deny yourself of the love you have been awaiting for all this time. Why settle when you know you deserve the same amount of attention as the other?

It is never about the money and it is never about having someone around. It is always about giving and RECEIVING the same in return. Not being treated as a second option as not having someone who always think well she will always be around. Because I know they love me unconditionally.

You deserve so much more than a half way love song and a love that is deep and meaningful to you. You feel the love not only in material gains but in the things the person do. You do not feel like its a one way relationship and you are feeling the strain of it when you really want to feel balance.

Balance in your life.

Balance in spirituality.

Balance in relationships.

When one is not balance it tends to throw u off balance and you realize the glitches and red flags you have been missing.

Its real

Its here

Many are falling for it

I look around and see so many living in fear, it breaks my heart and I just don’t understand why people are allowing this fear to take over their lives

U watch into their eyes and u can tell they are scared for their lives. Like they will drop down like flies at that very time.

This fear has taken over the world. This fear has so many willingly giving up every right.

It’s hard to see but there is hope. Not a mask, vaccine, hand sanitizer, or distance away from someone you love

It’s Jesus Christ. Yes Him, I know u heard of Him. If u have not well let me tell u something

He loves u and wants you to come to Him

He is calling out to us. To reach out to Him and He will give us peace

Honestly, if He didn’t come into my life. I would have been a lost one walking around in fear

Today the Holy Spirit, guides me and wants to tell everyone.

Hey u have a life.

Welcome Jesus Christ into your life and He will guide you today.

He brings peace, He heals and He brings comfort when this world is completly. Lost.

Give Him a try and He will come and help u with this thing call life.