Sometimes you remember to admit it can be too much on one person.
When the love is so strong you tend to give and give and realize you have no more to give.
The love you give tends to be so strong you will deny yourself any more harm and not be able to say no.
No to what to always giving and not being filled back up.
You will put your all into a relationship and the other would not see the effort you are really giving and the sacrifices you are making. To be with them they will only see what they are getting from the relationship.
You will realize you give so much of yourself and deny yourself of the love you have been awaiting for all this time. Why settle when you know you deserve the same amount of attention as the other?
It is never about the money and it is never about having someone around. It is always about giving and RECEIVING the same in return. Not being treated as a second option as not having someone who always think well she will always be around. Because I know they love me unconditionally.
You deserve so much more than a half way love song and a love that is deep and meaningful to you. You feel the love not only in material gains but in the things the person do. You do not feel like its a one way relationship and you are feeling the strain of it when you really want to feel balance.
Balance in your life.
Balance in spirituality.
Balance in relationships.
When one is not balance it tends to throw u off balance and you realize the glitches and red flags you have been missing.
The gentle sound we hear in our hearts the sound of music to our ears. The warm nature we feel when we are walking in Spirit . The feeling we get when we take a piece of heaven on earth as we make our experience heavenly.
We are here in this planet for a short time why cant we embrace a heavenly experience here on earth. We are all searching for happiness and not realizing it begins within. Pure joy, peace and happiness all begins deep within our hearts and radiates joy in our lives .
The deep peace and joy we feel when we live in the Now and in the present moment is one that radiates joy in anyone life.
Simplicity and happiness all begins within when we search deep within and find that joy and peace we have all been searching for in our lives.
Many of us are searching, to and fro we are going searching for more in life and not realizing what we are looking for is right in front of us. Love of life cannot be found in our career, place or material wealth. It all begins within when we realize this we will understand the joy and realize happiness begins when we truly trust God with our life plans.
Many have learned to embrace life and no longer are wondering. We are no longer wondering this world with hurt. pain and past wounds. Many of us have found healing and awakened. Yet many have not found this today, so many are wondering around this world with so much pain inside of them. They are not realizing they are passing on the pain of their lives onto others. Damaging many with their life struggles they tell themselves the world have done to them . Not realizing they never found the joy in their own lives so they put a deep pain and hurt onto their loved ones with anger and pain.
Each morning we awake is a moment to heal those pains and let go of what no longer serves us. Our lives are like a garden what we plant is what we reap and we have to understand we need to reap only good soil in our lives.
We learn every day and we are not robuts as what the world has been feeding us for decades. We are here temporarily to learn and grow because this is not where we belong for eternity.
One thing I have learned nothing is ever permanent and I for one have always been searching for a permanent comfort in this life. Not realizing nothing is ever permanent as we always have to learn and grow to evolve.
We are here to blossom and this means we have to grow and embrace newness of every day. Live each day like it is your last and radiate joy in your life because if you never find the joy in the now. The joy in the softness of life. The joy in the simplicity. The joy in understanding nothing lasts forever.
You will never find that happiness and understand, life here on here is a preparation for heaven.
Well the first step is a choice. A choice is put in front of you and depending on your decision you either move forward or stay stuck.
That choice can also make or break you. This can be a choice to break the tradition, beliefs or routine. It is going to shake your whole life up. A safe choice is not a choice as this will keep you stuck but you will feel a sense of security. As some would say to themselves. But, making a bold choice can be daughting and end up being the best decision of your life.
This can change the whole game for you. It can switch a few things in life and sometimes, we are not ready for some of it. Unfortunatly, life does not wait on us and if you have not notice time does not as well. Every day we get older and hopefully wiser based on our choices.
We learn and grow from a choice and at times it is that bold choice. That helps us mold the way forward. Decisions are never a cup of tea for me and I never envy anyone who has to make them. But I do know when someone is torn between two choices they really have to think deeply on what lies ahead. Holding back from the choice they know can help them can be unhealthy as progress may never happen within their life.
From my experience especially recently I have found the better choice is always the bolder choice but the feelings of making the choice can be tough. There can be consequences that I may have to face and of course we know the famous disappointment we have to embrace.
But in the end a choice is still left to make and most of the times. It is better to go with the choice that scares you because that is the one that will help grow, expand and embrace the fullness of life. After all isnt that what we are on earth for …… to live.
So, why are so many of us not doing this including myself,holding back.
Let us be awake because life is like a dream. Let us all come to our reality and embrace what is surrounding us.
Love like it is your last day. Take a cool walk even if you are running late. My dear this life is the only one you have to live so embrace every moment of it.
Smile at a stranger and sing in the shower, no one but you should care because this life is for you to be your true self. Do not hold yourself back and say no without hesitation because that precious time you have is never coming back.
Live and be awake, do not let another year pass you by and you wonder where your life is going away. Make every moment count because this life is yours for the take.
The breeze blow and you have woken up this morning. That is enough for you to want to give it another shot. Because while you are wishing away someone else is begging for another day.
Our lives are precious so live it up and stop wasting your seconds away. No one reaches success or happiness by giving up so stay awake and know you are going to make it one day.
Our deepest desire,act of love, mindfully present and compassionately living can bring forth a blissful life we all desire. Each and every person life is always filled with joy, pain and suffering of some sorth but it is how we endure, we can find that blissful moment with time.
We create our own future and we are in charge of our life journey and path. Each moment we have a choice to make and we have a five second time frame to make a conscious decision on what choice we want to take on today.
Once we make ourselves present in each and every moment and choose our steps wisely we can see a difference. We learn guidance from our spiritual leaders and there teachings and inspirations helps each person make mindful decisions about our lives.
Always try to be present wherever you are, this will help guide you with decisions with where you want to be around. Once someone finds their passion it is very hard to let go of the nagging in your heart. Your heart and mind will align and the universe and time will help guide you and your mind.
You will see the world differently threw your passion and when you live with passion your life will be more present. Passion always run deep in someone vains and at times it is hard to not try to live out your true purpose.
There is a time for everything. Set yourself outside and try to always live mindfully with each passing time. Our world is always in need of more with creative,mindful,talented and passionful people to help our world shine.
Our planet has grown and so much wonder lives among us if we only take a moment to see what is around us. Live in sprite and in truth and you will see the world from another point of view.
Once you have a talent and something inside that you know cam change or inspire just one life. Use it to full purpose and find truth to your precious time. Our lives are all precious and each moment in our lives is a gift from above.
Take each moment and live out passionately and always be present in all joy or sorrow because each moment is a joy. Many have lived among us and left behind so many wonders and joy that now it is our time to create a legacy behind.
One of the hardest lessons I always take from those who lived holy or passionate lives, is to live out each moment fully. Take each moment fully and embrace each and every moment to the fullest capacity. This maybe very uncomfortable at first as embracing moments that we all don’t want is never easy. But those are the moments that can make us so much stronger, this is because we are living in the present moment, the now.
Your sprite gives life and our sprite is our driving force of our lives. Our sprite is connected to our subconscious and conscious mind that is linked to our internal and external Universe.
Be present, be observant and live passionatly and set your mark on this land.
Moses is one of the Legends in the Spiritual Universe. He has left a mark many centuries ago and his words, influence, leadership skills and mindfulness has lead the Israelite people out of Egypt and paved a path that many still celebrate.
Moses was born in Egypt and his parents had to hide him as a baby,as a order to murder all male babies was put out from the King. His mother who was totally heart broken with the command, made a basket and placed him in it and left him by the river to float away where no one can see him.
The king daughter saw the basket while having a bath commanded one of her maids to get the basket. To her surprise when she opened the basket she found a baby wrapped up in Hebrew linen, she was concerned for the baby as he was crying his eyes out. Moses sister who was standing watch, saw what was happening and offered her mother to be the nurse as she still has breast milk. The princess wanted to keep the baby and so she did, she named him Moses and raised him as her own.
Moses grew up and became a strong, courageous leader, who was destined to be powerful but in his heart he kept his teachings from his mother. Who was his care taken while growing up, he has no idea at the time she was his mother, as she never told anyone when she got the job.
At the time the Israelites was enslaved and being treated badly by the king. Moses saw this and it pinched his heart. He had a good heart, he always stood up for justice and this never went well with many in the castle. This eventually got him thrown out , when he got in a fight with a guard and ended up killing him. Moses was banished from the kingdom and thrown in the desert to fend for himself. He eventually found another family and stayed with them for many years.
One day while walking he saw a light and walked up the mountain to see a burning bush. He was totally amazed by this, and ask himself how this can be burning and haven’t reach the ground as yet.
Meanwhile, God called to him and he was astonished. God spoke to him and told him about the people of Isreal suffering. Moses was held back and scared but God ashore him he will be with him. God gave him guidance and assurance that he will be with him all threw the journey.
Moses set out for his journey and heading back to the castle to confront the king. When he arrived he requested for his people to be released. The king continually denied his request after countless sufferings that was brought to his own people. Unfortunately, his hardening of heart has made him absent to the request.
The Isralites was beginning to complain, they didn’t believe in him in the beginning. This was because they was being put to work harder by the king and their suffering was increased tremendously.
Moses sent numerous request for them to be released. The king never listened although his own people was suffering. God send many signs to let him change his mind,from the water in the ocean turning to blood, lice infecting the place with all the crops and food stock dying, hailstorm, locus, frogs and sores. The king refused to release the people and was very bitter about what was happening.
The last straw had come and God was sending death to the city. Every first born male would be dead. The Isralites prepared for this night by having lamb for dinner. They put the lamb blood on their doors as the blood of the lamb will save them from death that was about to pass.
Each Isralite followed this as they believed in God message. The night passed and those including the king who did not have the blood of the lamb by their doors, first son was dead. The screams and anguish was heard all over the city, people was in tears, women was moaning the loss of a son.
The next day the king called Moses, he was totally heart broken because he lost his only son. He told him to leave immediately and take his people with him because he didn’t want to upset their God anymore.
From that day forward the Isralites celebrated their victory as the day would always be remembered to them. That day was celebrated and called the Passover as that day was marked as a time to celebrate their freedom from the Egyptians. They was in total joy as they were free from slavery and ready to head to the land their fathers and ancestors left for them.
Moses was a courageous man, who became a leader and paved a new path for the people of Isreal. He never lost hope or faith, he is one of the many Spiritual Legands who made a mark in this world.
His work and his teachings will be remembered for eternity. He was a little boy who was about to be killed . In the end he was able to get his people freed and each year the Passover is celebrated in remembrance of this historical event.
I had a experience where my dogs ran out. They was out in the road running all over giving me a serious anxiety attack. This is the third time they have done this to me and each time I get a serious anxiety attack.
My love for my dogs is huge they are like my babies, they mean the world to me. But whenever they run out my heart always skips many beats. The scare I get when I think I will never see them again because they are part of my heart. The thought they will be running all over is quite a nightmare to me.
This time they really had my heart racing, I had to be running up and down the street. They even got in a fight in the road, and my gosh this was the worse part of it all. My three females fighting one another in the road for no apparent reason at all. There was so much blood and yet still although they was all fighting they still ran away and was up and down the street.
This had me in quite a flight, my heart could not handle any of it. Thankfully there was some nice neighbors who came to help me and after a half hour of running behind my babies I got them inside.
This was quite a experience and one I do not want to face again. It was a lesson learned but the most important aspect of all of this is there are many good people out there. Two of my neighbors who helped are dog trainers and was able to get my wild dogs back inside.
It was quite a event and I will admit this was one that had my heart skipping a lot of beats.
There is a saying, if your path is more difficult, it is because of your higher calling in life. This a powerful, yet a effective statement. Many of the great people who have passed on in our time, did not have easy paths.
You always know when you have to reach greater goals in life. When you get that nudge, spiritual awakening or a deep feeling for more from life. At times this may not be an easy awakening and many ignore what is happening to them.
A lot of us when we have this nudge, we end up talking ourselves out of situations because of fear. Fear of change, fear of failure or just fear. The universe can have a higher purpose for us and a lot of times this can be scary.
We have to stop with fear and not let it take over our lives and passion. The fear of the unknown can be holding us back and the Universe has a bigger plan for you.
Always believe deep in your soul, that the universe is always on your side.
Once you have a higher calling this can be to help transform the world. To help others grow or be a humanitarian. You have to be strong and courageous to reach that calling, you never know whose life you are impacting.
Our world is in a dying need for more people who want to push for the betterment of this world. We are in such urgent need that many people are suffering and many have just lost hope, on the whole in many areas in the world. Devastation is around, many are begging for love and many are feeling unwanted.
So many are trying to get rich fast that we forgot to be our brother or sister keeper. We have become so caught up in our day to day lives, we do not even have time to care.
For those who are helping and doing the work, my heart goes out to you because I know it is no easy job. We honestly need more people to give of themselves more and be courageous enough to show their passion and love to others in this world.
Meditate day and night so you can be made purposeful decisions in life and be wise with your actions. When you have a higher calling in life, sometimes it starts with just being wise enough to say yes to the universe.
Be a wise man or woman, make wise decisions and you will be prosperous and successful. Sometimes you have to lose everything to get that extra push to reach your higher calling in this life.
When you have a higher calling you have to be strong and courageous and pursue your true destiny.
Do not be afraid and know the universe is by your side. When you have that calling to persuade your passion or do more in life, do not be afraid because that deep feeling may never go away. Unless you try.
Sam was filled with Beauty and wonder. She was a Gardener by day and student by night, fighting a disease no one is yet to find. She meets Billy a traveling doctor who was destined to travel for the rest of his life.
Billy was an orphan, with a traumatized life. Who never gets into details with anyone not even after some time. Sam was very young compared to Billy, she was only 21 while Billy was 35.
Although she was young, Billy knew the moment he laid eyes on her she was the one. Her beauty and wonder took him by surprise and left him with no more desire to fly. Billy was always a traveler, who was a doctor by trade. He used his profession as an excuse to ever stay one place.
He been around the world and seen so much more hurt, that he never stopped to wonder on his pain. After many years of Orphanage, he left and joined the armed force and studied medication as a trade. He would never get acquainted with any of the troops because after some time they all vanished before his eyes.
Billy grew up to be tough with a cold heart but medication became part of his heart. He will always be the one running to help the injured one and put his all in coming up with medication when they ran out. Death was now a part of him as many never survived and many were never the same.
As for Billy he was always tough and became tougher during his 10 years on the run. He has seen many wars and could tell of many wars, but he never looked back on any of them because the moment he left. He left all his memories behind with him, as he was crafted at this.
Sam was a beauty and she was a pleasant one. Who never even think of killing a moth. She was friendly and had charm and was so young to be ill with a disease that can finish her by day. Sam never thought of the troubles she had she would turn restless at night with fright. She knew she was ill but with what and that had her in so much despair she can run.
Sam was a student by night studying Art since she always drew her plants. Her flowers were always her main portraits but she always randomly drew anything. She was good at what she did and wanted to make a state of the art piece to reach a museum display.
Saw grew up in a small town with her parents and was the youngest daughter among six. She was always known as the most beautiful one and the one to marry into wealth as she grew up very poor. She understood the value of money and always appreciate every gift she ever got.
Her older sisters all left her when both her parents passed away. Sam learned how to defend and take care of things. Growing up she was a perfect student, with good grades and had all the fame. She was classy and sassy and everyone adored her beauty.
Sam was most adored for her artwork of flowers and many designs. She won many awards and competition and was on her way to greatness with time. Sam was a beauty in everything she put her mind towards and this was a wonder of awe to many she loved.
When Sam meets Billy she was intruded by his mysterious ways, he was so gentle yet he was harsh with his ways. He was cold and yet he was hot. This doctor she meets, who is yet to let her know anything. Has grown on her but her mind is telling her to run far away.
His concern for her and determination to help her is one she has never found. This was a first for her as so many doctors have given up on her to this day. It has been one month and Billy has not yet given up to this day. He has been doing many tests and keeping his profession abreast. Although, she knew there was something up with him.
One month has passed she has been the only one who has done all the talking on hand. He was never letting her in with anything and he never showed any signs of frustration with it and it will make her wonder.
What is Billy past and what is the truth with this guy?