I am just not interested in fitting in. Seriously I am just not interested any longer.

I have tried all my life to fit in a box every one tries to place by me but I just cannot fit in any. Unfortunately I cannot even try any longer I am no longer interested.

I was never interested in the first place. It was never appealing to me .

You know that box that is placed there for every one to fit in. When we get in the box we stay in the box with the walls around us. We never remember what the box looked like outside because we never came back out the box.

Well I have been in the box and out many times. Let me be honest I love being out side the box. To see every thing from a wider angle the inside is too trapped I feel clustered in it.

My experience with this box is always different every time. I go in and after a little while I realize I want to go back out wondering Why I went back in.

That box that is there for each one of us to enter with every life situation. Is like we have to step inside this box.

There are a few times I have dance around the box and walk around it. But that box is not for me to step in and stay. I have tried and failed many times. Want to hear the funny part?

I do not want to succeed staying in this box. As I have seen staying is worse than leaving this box.

That box that drains you of all your energy. That box that has many trapped by society expectations. That box that has many chained to dept. That box that has creatives believing art has to be measured by a standard.

That box that has many young people chained to generational belief. When they themselves probably had it wrong.

That box that many step in and never venture to step back out. Because they are told that the box is the answer. Not realizing once you step in and you never step out.

You have failed!

Do not let anyone fool you. With all the glitter and glam. If it is the one thing for sure. You never know how they got there and this statement is a powerful one for our every day lives.

We see them all over social media, showing off and making it look as if everything is all fine.

Darling, let me tell you a secret. It may not be all glitter and glam around them at all.

Within and outside of them,it can be filled with comparisons,pain,depression and high expectation from everyone around them . Each and every day trying to live up to some false expectations from others.

Social media has made us a generation of comparisons slaves. We just have to tell the world what we just accomplished and we have to take a selfie of every single thing.

We can’t keep our latest events to ourselves and we just have to show off on everyone else. We have our own selves to blame for the high rate in aniexty cases, depression and suicidal rates.

Because we have not stopped to think of the effects we are causing to one another mental health. We have added fire to the pot in creating comparisons with one another by posting everything that we get our hands on. Without thinking of the other person who may not want to see this on their feed anymore.

Sure, we can unfollow, unfriend and just ignore. But sometimes that is easier said than done. Especially if it is a close friend or worse yet family member who is just mindlessly telling everyone on the internet what they mastered again.

While we maybe taking baby steps every day and making small wins. But just not in the big way others may have it. And that my dear friends is where depression sinks in, if you are not strong enough.

Let me honest here with that one , even the “strong one” have their moments. Trust me on that one. Because life is a funny thing that we cannot take too seriously sometimes.

One of the reasons is just when we got a little control on one of our life situations. We go onto our social media profiles and find ourselves comparing our lives with many others around our same age group.

Then we begin to question ourselves. Oh,I just got a promotion that I have been working hard for , but now I am wondering maybe I am missing something

All because we went on our phones and see Lucy got engaged this weekend. And maybe you are still single or just came out a relationship. Now your no longer as excited as before because although you are happy for Lucy you can’t help but wonder.

It has all happened to us at least once. We can be at the top of our game or struggling to stay in the game.

We know we always feel this pinch and what we never know is we can come out this race.

How?

By actually not caring what anyone even thinks.

As I said Life is a funny thing and if you take any of this too seriously you will realize.

All of it is not real.

Today religion is in a serious shake up as a Spiritual War fare is happening all the time around us. We have to be aware what is taking place in us and around us.

The battle many of us are facing is a serious one as we have to endure.

Part of the battle is questioning a lot of what have been spoon fed all our lives. As the truth comes out many of us are faced with questions. After the questions are answered we are yet again faced with more questions.

Religious leaders are modernizing a lot of their beliefs, traditions and having many churches following and becoming a stray.

Today I ask how can a church lead a flock when they do not want to follow God true word and commandments?

The Church particularly the RC churches are heading down a new road of self destruction that many like myself have been seeing and warning for years. The word is being twisted and the scandals that are faced is trying to be faced in a humanly way instead of a Spiritual way. A church that is leading many to a way we may regret later down the line.

So much have changed over the years and so much more changes is going to arrive. Many will folk out of the churches when they are trying to get more in the church buildings.

Jesus said where two or three are in my name there I am with them. A time is coming when many have to choose at the same time question where they are heading in this world as we are all facing a Spiritual warfare. Whatever we are faced with we have to ensure that Yeshua stays the center of it all.

Question the church and all the new changes they want to bring on board. Question why they want to make these changes and keep those in prayers who are standing up for justice and truth.

This is the time. Many have warned us about many years ago.

Let us be aware of what is taking place and do not be afraid of asking questions.

You may help open many eyes.

Stay awake

The biggest Spiritual battle is about to begin

Its real

Its here

Many are falling for it

I look around and see so many living in fear, it breaks my heart and I just don’t understand why people are allowing this fear to take over their lives

U watch into their eyes and u can tell they are scared for their lives. Like they will drop down like flies at that very time.

This fear has taken over the world. This fear has so many willingly giving up every right.

It’s hard to see but there is hope. Not a mask, vaccine, hand sanitizer, or distance away from someone you love

It’s Jesus Christ. Yes Him, I know u heard of Him. If u have not well let me tell u something

He loves u and wants you to come to Him

He is calling out to us. To reach out to Him and He will give us peace

Honestly, if He didn’t come into my life. I would have been a lost one walking around in fear

Today the Holy Spirit, guides me and wants to tell everyone.

Hey u have a life.

Welcome Jesus Christ into your life and He will guide you today.

He brings peace, He heals and He brings comfort when this world is completly. Lost.

Give Him a try and He will come and help u with this thing call life.

Today I am exhausted.

Tired of trying to explain to myself and others why I am tired of this system.

A system that is no longer working for me and many.

As I write this today I will admit my eyes are burning from a long week of just trying to stay in a race that many face day after days.

We work day in and day out to just meet end meet and we become tired and our health just detoriates.

When Friday reaches we are all beat and tired and ready to hit our beds because we are too exhausted in the end.

Is there a end to this vicious cycle of endless stress and frustration. For me I know there is a end at this tunnel but for many it is a journey they have to face until they can afford to retire.

Then we pass this onto our children and feed them with, this is life. But really is this life when we are not living.

Most of us are just waiting for Friday and then it reaches and we are exhausted.

This is not life.

This is a trap.

A trap that was fed to us to keep us in total slavery.

Let us make every effort we can to get out of the system of slavery.

It is time to replace.

Replace those toxic elements in your life that you know no longer serves you.

Replace watching those marathons that keeps us up late at night.

We would spend countless hours just watching episode after episode and time will be taken away from our sleep.

Replace the fake people in our life who we look up to and put on a pedistle because we never thought we can measure up to them in life.

Know your worth and know with consistency we can inspire others and not have anyone put us down in life.

Do not forget to replace those toxic friendships.

We all have them and we all need to get rid of one or two of them.

We may love them but we have to replace them with mentors and those who can help us with our journey.

Replace all that complaining with gratitude.

Be more grateful and watch things unfold for you.

The blame game we love to play has to go.

Replace this with taking full responsibility for your actions.

Drink more water and replace the alcohol beverages for good.

The last one let us stop over thinking everything and start living.

Let go and let in.

Do not rush back.

Do not join the crowd.

Do not follow the masses.

Do not go back to what you know and try to rush back into a world that is on fire

Take a step back, stop, pause and know we cannot allow this world to push us back inside.

Stay away as much as you can, continue social distancing and practice what you have been taught.

Do not be happy to rush back in.

Do not join the protests.

Do not feed the fire

This world would not get better if we fight fire with fire and have money controlling us

Can you not see this virus was a warning?

If you do not get this one today then you are ready to sell your soul to just live in this world

Take a step back and reconize what is happening around us today

Do not celebrate because you are finally outside or back at a job

Because this world is never going to be the same again

Until Heavenly peace has returned from above everything unfolding is a mask from the truth they do not want you to be prepared for.

I say again do not join the crowds.

Do not join them.

Happiness begins within. It is not your clothes, house, car and associates that makes you fulfilled.

It all begins within.

We find hapiness when we are living with passion and purpose. Happiness is not a destination it is a feeling within. It is when we are acceptable of everything happening in and around our own being.

When we are sure of ourselves and when we are comfortable in our own skin then we realize we are happy within.

This does not happen over night and a lot of times many are looking for happiness in all the wrong places. What we never realize happiness always begin within and ends within ourselves.

To be surely happy you have to find the light within and learn to embrace everything exactly as it is. When we learn this we will understand the true meaning of happiness.

We will realize we have been searching for happiness in all the wrong places and understand happiness was always around.

We just never realize it all begun within.

Have you ever looked back at your life and said I had the whole thing wrong this whole time?

Well we live in a very different generation line where many are making our older generation look like they had it wrong all the time. Some may even say this generation have it all wrong.

Either way someone has it …. wrong.

But, it may not be completly wrong. As many millemiums have shown that tradition, rules, routine and everything else of the past 10 to 20 years is no longer a part of life. Many would say this is the reason we are in a messed up planet, I will say it is the reason we are making progress and fixing some of the errors.

To be honest, humanity kinda took many things too far or too literal. We are now facing a lot of new problems that need a new mindset. Fortunately, our current generation is seeing the problems and willing to address the issues. We are really standing up for ourselves, and letting the world know. Hey, this is not right.

A lot has changed drastically in the last 10 years and it is because nothing can ever stay the same . I am hoping we are not addressing climate change situation and a lot of other issues too late.

But, there is a God and he knows our heart. So, I trust everything will fall right into place. As I am getting kinda spiritual here, on this topic the word religion in some ways more than others have changed drastically. This is a topic I do not like to discuss much or at all. But, I do have to admit a lot of changes are taking place both positively and negatively.

A lot of millemiums eyes are being opened and realizing that the traditional rules some of us have been following is causing some hovic . The older generation may say it is the reason we are facing some challenges in religion. I would say it is time to realize we are dividing ourselves with different belief systems.

Technology has really changed the game in a lot of beliefs, traditions, rules and structure. But we are humans and have the power to use this to our advantage to probably save our planet, prevent one or two wars from happening and saving the generation after us from hate,envy,jelousy,racialism and religious division.

Maybe our generation would be the ones making the changes that really needed to take place many years ago. Because if we dont step out, break the cycle, help many get out the “rat race” and beat the system. We can be looking at traditions,routine, systems controlling us and destroying us completly.

To me the last few generations was not blessed the way we are now and many held back and really went with what they knew. There was a few that really shaken up this world and made huge changes . We know them and love them. But to be honest there was not enough, in our time at least half the population is tired, fed up and want something new.

Many are going out their way to change the “norm” including myself. Because we want change not only for ourselves but for others. It is not fair to have another generation embrace half the challenges our planet is facing and about to face without knowledge, example, proper leadership and a little less burden from last generations.

It is not fair to drown our children and children children with things we was told was the way to live and never challenge any of this for the better.

Our world has changed whether we like it or not, sorry to say. It will never be the same and reminiscing on how old times was is not helping any of us with the struggles we have to face if we do not deal with the issues NOW.

Trust me when I say we have many issues, worldwide. We have to all make a effort to bring change into our lives because if we do not. We may not have anyone who would be able to live to 50 on this planet. The stress levels would be too much, murder rates around the globe will be a nightmare, climate change will destroy a continent and wars will begin all over the place over every issue raised.

Let us take what is happening now as a example, and make small steps within ourself to change and then we can begin to change those around us. I am hopeful for the future of our planet because I see hope in my generation and the next.

We had it wrong for many years and many of us want change. So, let us all make the decision to bring change into our lives step by step.

This way our children and grandchildren would watch the news and smile because they know they can walk down the street without being harassed. They can go to the mall, they can travel without fear around the globe and know their parents had a part to play in creating a changed world for the better.

Be the change you want to see from today.

The season of Christmas is here as I shop for Christmas gifts and prepare my heart and mind for what is ahead in the new year.

Advent is a time of preparation a season of preparing my inner self for the return of Christ.

He came thousands of years ago and he is expecting to return again.

All the preparation is for his return, he is coming back and reign in his eartly kingdom.

As we wait our hearts and minds is to stay focus on this and not become so consumed by the world.

We are to live in his anticipating return as we prepare our hearts for his coming.

As we wait for his return we can expect him to enter our lives everyday.

He speaks to us in our consciousness and we grow in love and pure joy everyday.

Yeshua is returning.

It is written and what is written can never be changed.

Advent is a period of waiting.

Christmas is a celebration of the Birth of Yeshua and a reminder he will return as written in the books.

In the mean time let us be vigilant and live for his second return.