I am sounding like my parents but when normal things are no longer normal. You have to say I miss the old days

So I will admit I miss the old days when I saw people true faces. Not ones that are covered with masks and under that mask is another mask. The irony I am experiencing these days. Actually everyone is experiencing this but for many they are just following protocols.

2020 to now is some strange years but I am actually grateful to experience this one. This is the year I am missing a normal normal day. The days when we could be in a crowd or go somewhere and not worry being looked at wrong for not wearing mask like everyone around.

The days when you don’t see people worried about getting sick. Covid 19 virus has really made this world change.

The world we loved and enjoyed is no longer what we dreamed of anymore. Many lives are changing and many lives are being taken away either by this virus or the fear of the virus.

What a world we live in today?

While the world is going crazy.

I have a deep peace I cannot explain. A peace and calm knowing everything is going to be ok.

I am not worrying and I am not stressing because I know whatever happens Yahushua will protect me.

The World is blazing and I have found a sense of peace within I know I can not find anywhere else in life.

This peace is needed when the world can take you to the deep end of pain. This is not a time to worry, panic and find yourself in fear. This is a time of looking within and finding little joys in your life.

Taking off the news and paying attention to you. Do not miss the beauty in your life by running around hopeless and full of fear. All this time you could be missing wonderful life opportunities right in front your eyes

Stop, pause and look deep within because the peace your heart needs. Is deep within, just do not miss it.

Seek First and you will find the Kingdom within you.

Seek Answers and you will find the answers within you.

Seek Love and you will find all the love you have to find within yourself.

Seek Peace and you will find it within you.

Seek Glory and you will find it within you.

Seek The Most High and He will come inside you and dwell with you.

See the world and you will find the world lives inside of you.

Seek Heaven and you will find Heaven inside of you.

Do not underestimate yourself.

You are special and know that the Glory of Yahuwah is shining within you for the world to see.

Seek Him and you will find Him and all the treasures in Heaven inside of you

When you find this you will find Heaven and you will begin to see this world in a whole new way.

You will realize The Most High is always among us and wants us to spread the love of Him by our lives and living in truth of Him.

Seek Truth, Ask and He will provide and give you all that you are needing within and around you.

Give the Most High Glory today and seek Him.

HalleuYAH

I am just not interested in fitting in. Seriously I am just not interested any longer.

I have tried all my life to fit in a box every one tries to place by me but I just cannot fit in any. Unfortunately I cannot even try any longer I am no longer interested.

I was never interested in the first place. It was never appealing to me .

You know that box that is placed there for every one to fit in. When we get in the box we stay in the box with the walls around us. We never remember what the box looked like outside because we never came back out the box.

Well I have been in the box and out many times. Let me be honest I love being out side the box. To see every thing from a wider angle the inside is too trapped I feel clustered in it.

My experience with this box is always different every time. I go in and after a little while I realize I want to go back out wondering Why I went back in.

That box that is there for each one of us to enter with every life situation. Is like we have to step inside this box.

There are a few times I have dance around the box and walk around it. But that box is not for me to step in and stay. I have tried and failed many times. Want to hear the funny part?

I do not want to succeed staying in this box. As I have seen staying is worse than leaving this box.

That box that drains you of all your energy. That box that has many trapped by society expectations. That box that has many chained to dept. That box that has creatives believing art has to be measured by a standard.

That box that has many young people chained to generational belief. When they themselves probably had it wrong.

That box that many step in and never venture to step back out. Because they are told that the box is the answer. Not realizing once you step in and you never step out.

You have failed!

Do not let anyone fool you. With all the glitter and glam. If it is the one thing for sure. You never know how they got there and this statement is a powerful one for our every day lives.

We see them all over social media, showing off and making it look as if everything is all fine.

Darling, let me tell you a secret. It may not be all glitter and glam around them at all.

Within and outside of them,it can be filled with comparisons,pain,depression and high expectation from everyone around them . Each and every day trying to live up to some false expectations from others.

Social media has made us a generation of comparisons slaves. We just have to tell the world what we just accomplished and we have to take a selfie of every single thing.

We can’t keep our latest events to ourselves and we just have to show off on everyone else. We have our own selves to blame for the high rate in aniexty cases, depression and suicidal rates.

Because we have not stopped to think of the effects we are causing to one another mental health. We have added fire to the pot in creating comparisons with one another by posting everything that we get our hands on. Without thinking of the other person who may not want to see this on their feed anymore.

Sure, we can unfollow, unfriend and just ignore. But sometimes that is easier said than done. Especially if it is a close friend or worse yet family member who is just mindlessly telling everyone on the internet what they mastered again.

While we maybe taking baby steps every day and making small wins. But just not in the big way others may have it. And that my dear friends is where depression sinks in, if you are not strong enough.

Let me honest here with that one , even the “strong one” have their moments. Trust me on that one. Because life is a funny thing that we cannot take too seriously sometimes.

One of the reasons is just when we got a little control on one of our life situations. We go onto our social media profiles and find ourselves comparing our lives with many others around our same age group.

Then we begin to question ourselves. Oh,I just got a promotion that I have been working hard for , but now I am wondering maybe I am missing something

All because we went on our phones and see Lucy got engaged this weekend. And maybe you are still single or just came out a relationship. Now your no longer as excited as before because although you are happy for Lucy you can’t help but wonder.

It has all happened to us at least once. We can be at the top of our game or struggling to stay in the game.

We know we always feel this pinch and what we never know is we can come out this race.

How?

By actually not caring what anyone even thinks.

As I said Life is a funny thing and if you take any of this too seriously you will realize.

All of it is not real.

Today religion is in a serious shake up as a Spiritual War fare is happening all the time around us. We have to be aware what is taking place in us and around us.

The battle many of us are facing is a serious one as we have to endure.

Part of the battle is questioning a lot of what have been spoon fed all our lives. As the truth comes out many of us are faced with questions. After the questions are answered we are yet again faced with more questions.

Religious leaders are modernizing a lot of their beliefs, traditions and having many churches following and becoming a stray.

Today I ask how can a church lead a flock when they do not want to follow God true word and commandments?

The Church particularly the RC churches are heading down a new road of self destruction that many like myself have been seeing and warning for years. The word is being twisted and the scandals that are faced is trying to be faced in a humanly way instead of a Spiritual way. A church that is leading many to a way we may regret later down the line.

So much have changed over the years and so much more changes is going to arrive. Many will folk out of the churches when they are trying to get more in the church buildings.

Jesus said where two or three are in my name there I am with them. A time is coming when many have to choose at the same time question where they are heading in this world as we are all facing a Spiritual warfare. Whatever we are faced with we have to ensure that Yeshua stays the center of it all.

Question the church and all the new changes they want to bring on board. Question why they want to make these changes and keep those in prayers who are standing up for justice and truth.

This is the time. Many have warned us about many years ago.

Let us be aware of what is taking place and do not be afraid of asking questions.

You may help open many eyes.

Stay awake

The biggest Spiritual battle is about to begin

Its real

Its here

Many are falling for it

I look around and see so many living in fear, it breaks my heart and I just don’t understand why people are allowing this fear to take over their lives

U watch into their eyes and u can tell they are scared for their lives. Like they will drop down like flies at that very time.

This fear has taken over the world. This fear has so many willingly giving up every right.

It’s hard to see but there is hope. Not a mask, vaccine, hand sanitizer, or distance away from someone you love

It’s Jesus Christ. Yes Him, I know u heard of Him. If u have not well let me tell u something

He loves u and wants you to come to Him

He is calling out to us. To reach out to Him and He will give us peace

Honestly, if He didn’t come into my life. I would have been a lost one walking around in fear

Today the Holy Spirit, guides me and wants to tell everyone.

Hey u have a life.

Welcome Jesus Christ into your life and He will guide you today.

He brings peace, He heals and He brings comfort when this world is completly. Lost.

Give Him a try and He will come and help u with this thing call life.

Today I am exhausted.

Tired of trying to explain to myself and others why I am tired of this system.

A system that is no longer working for me and many.

As I write this today I will admit my eyes are burning from a long week of just trying to stay in a race that many face day after days.

We work day in and day out to just meet end meet and we become tired and our health just detoriates.

When Friday reaches we are all beat and tired and ready to hit our beds because we are too exhausted in the end.

Is there a end to this vicious cycle of endless stress and frustration. For me I know there is a end at this tunnel but for many it is a journey they have to face until they can afford to retire.

Then we pass this onto our children and feed them with, this is life. But really is this life when we are not living.

Most of us are just waiting for Friday and then it reaches and we are exhausted.

This is not life.

This is a trap.

A trap that was fed to us to keep us in total slavery.

Let us make every effort we can to get out of the system of slavery.

It is time to replace.

Replace those toxic elements in your life that you know no longer serves you.

Replace watching those marathons that keeps us up late at night.

We would spend countless hours just watching episode after episode and time will be taken away from our sleep.

Replace the fake people in our life who we look up to and put on a pedistle because we never thought we can measure up to them in life.

Know your worth and know with consistency we can inspire others and not have anyone put us down in life.

Do not forget to replace those toxic friendships.

We all have them and we all need to get rid of one or two of them.

We may love them but we have to replace them with mentors and those who can help us with our journey.

Replace all that complaining with gratitude.

Be more grateful and watch things unfold for you.

The blame game we love to play has to go.

Replace this with taking full responsibility for your actions.

Drink more water and replace the alcohol beverages for good.

The last one let us stop over thinking everything and start living.

Let go and let in.

Do not rush back.

Do not join the crowd.

Do not follow the masses.

Do not go back to what you know and try to rush back into a world that is on fire

Take a step back, stop, pause and know we cannot allow this world to push us back inside.

Stay away as much as you can, continue social distancing and practice what you have been taught.

Do not be happy to rush back in.

Do not join the protests.

Do not feed the fire

This world would not get better if we fight fire with fire and have money controlling us

Can you not see this virus was a warning?

If you do not get this one today then you are ready to sell your soul to just live in this world

Take a step back and reconize what is happening around us today

Do not celebrate because you are finally outside or back at a job

Because this world is never going to be the same again

Until Heavenly peace has returned from above everything unfolding is a mask from the truth they do not want you to be prepared for.

I say again do not join the crowds.

Do not join them.