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Sometimes you remember to admit it can be too much on one person.

When the love is so strong you tend to give and give and realize you have no more to give.

The love you give tends to be so strong you will deny yourself any more harm and not be able to say no.

No to what to always giving and not being filled back up.

You will put your all into a relationship and the other would not see the effort you are really giving and the sacrifices you are making. To be with them they will only see what they are getting from the relationship.

You will realize you give so much of yourself and deny yourself of the love you have been awaiting for all this time. Why settle when you know you deserve the same amount of attention as the other?

It is never about the money and it is never about having someone around. It is always about giving and RECEIVING the same in return. Not being treated as a second option as not having someone who always think well she will always be around. Because I know they love me unconditionally.

You deserve so much more than a half way love song and a love that is deep and meaningful to you. You feel the love not only in material gains but in the things the person do. You do not feel like its a one way relationship and you are feeling the strain of it when you really want to feel balance.

Balance in your life.

Balance in spirituality.

Balance in relationships.

When one is not balance it tends to throw u off balance and you realize the glitches and red flags you have been missing.

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Its real

Its here

Many are falling for it

I look around and see so many living in fear, it breaks my heart and I just don’t understand why people are allowing this fear to take over their lives

U watch into their eyes and u can tell they are scared for their lives. Like they will drop down like flies at that very time.

This fear has taken over the world. This fear has so many willingly giving up every right.

It’s hard to see but there is hope. Not a mask, vaccine, hand sanitizer, or distance away from someone you love

It’s Jesus Christ. Yes Him, I know u heard of Him. If u have not well let me tell u something

He loves u and wants you to come to Him

He is calling out to us. To reach out to Him and He will give us peace

Honestly, if He didn’t come into my life. I would have been a lost one walking around in fear

Today the Holy Spirit, guides me and wants to tell everyone.

Hey u have a life.

Welcome Jesus Christ into your life and He will guide you today.

He brings peace, He heals and He brings comfort when this world is completly. Lost.

Give Him a try and He will come and help u with this thing call life.

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Our world has changed drastically, and it is impressive to see how everything has changed in the twinkle of an eye.

The matrix has been exposed for what it truly is, and many are finally awakening to the truth.

Our world is reaping what it has soared for many years, and many see the flaws in our world system.

We finally see how fragile our world is, the corruption, the hate, and our freedoms and rights we have been fighting for taken away.

We live in some fantastic times, and the truth is that things are beginning to unfold as it will all lead us to make a choice.

We either take the red pill or the blue pill. Each one leads us in a direction one leads us to truth and escaping the matrix.

The next one is for us to stay drowned down by fear and lies of what the world is feeding us every day.

The choice is yours.

I made this choice before the pandemic, and it was the best choice I ever made. It has been two years since I have let go and exiting the matrix.

Today I am letting you know it is time to let go of the world systems’ grip on us. Let go of worshiping the celebrities whose lives are not one we should not be aiming towards.

If you do not know by now, most celebrities have taken vows to the evil one.

Many cannot escape the lie because their blood is trapped in it for life.

They have sold their souls knowingly just for the fame, glitter, and more glam of life.
Now it is all crumbling down in front of them all, and many are losing it all.

The athletes are the same many spent their lives pushing towards agenda knowingly and some unknowingly. The hard part of it all many did not know and they are now faced with a life they was not prepared for.

Everything is being lighted up. The rich will fall with time, the governments will crumble, and many youths will be scarred for life.

This is all because we have reaped what we have planted, many have not plan for a pandemic. Many never thought fires would destroy a whole area forest leaving permanent damage. And if we think that is all, we are on the brink of war in many places.

This seems all doom and gloom for 2020 and maybe a few years beyond. But there is light at the end of the tunnel. That is, this world is about to expire and the truth of all of this is a new life is upon us—a life of true love, peace, passion, and purpose.

Suppose we seek it and find true love—unconditional love from God with a promise of eternal life. True love will come down from above when all of this madness is done. When this world is finished, we have destroyed all around us with our greed, anger, hate, and selfishness.

God Most High will bless those that seek true life during these times of madness with eternal life. Life not of the flesh but of spirit and truth because we will be in truth.

This is my blessed hope for all of us.

This is only found in Jesus Christ, his love is unconditional, and our world is preparing the stage for many to be with him.

You do not want to be left behind when the stage is finish set for Satan’s final showdown.

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One of the most challenging parts of life is transformation. It can leave you very uncomfortable having you wondering and questioning many things in your life.

One of the hardest things I recently came across is the transformation of the heart. When your heart is transformed, it can be hard to turn back around and go back to what you knew and believed before.

A transformed heart is a transformed life, and many who lives have been transformed by the life and example of someone with a heart of love. Life can be transformed.

A heart of love is a heart close to the Lord. This person can transform many lives and make many changes within and around them daily.

Compassion and faithfulness to the right word make a person grow and transform with the love of God within them. Over the past few months, I have learned many are awakening in Spirituality and looking deep within.

When we encounter those searching, we open our hearts and minds to those around who are looking for more profound love. Many are wondering and asking where is God and never realize he is right next to us. He is always around, and we need to remember God is love.

When our heart is close to the Eucharist, our heart is close to our almighty. Who never changes and will never change, many are searching and looking, and we who are close to our faith need to have a heart close to the Eucharist to encounter those with love.

Making changes and running to and fro would not help us get closer to our God and bring more into a faith that does not remember the Eucharist. We have become very caught up in the world and forgot we are not supposed to be a part of the world. We who are Christians are called to be set apart to fulfill God’s word. We are one, and yet we are so divided.

Return to the Eucharist

Return to Adoration

Return to our Lord

He is calling us Today

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This term that is used quite often is now a common trend among many. We use this as a main stream and call it a part of life, not realizing we are creating something that can be unchangeable within and around us.

We call it a mood and have it within us like a ultra ego that is waiting to take over us slowly but surly.

We change and become something we never knew we had deep within us.

That only comes out when we call on it to be released. Sometimes we do not even realize we have called on it as it comes out so easily and we never question ourselves when this mode is trigged off.

Some would argue that Beast Mode is a gift we become firy, fearless and passionate something we all need to release often. Some will say this is the energy we need to get things done. What we never realize, this beast mood can be here to stay and we would never realize how badly this can affect our mood systems.

This energy can come out as heavy and vicious when we do not want this energy to be release from within us. This fiery passion that comes up from an alter ego within can actually do more harm than good to many of us.

Passion can turn into hate

Fearlessness can turn into anger

Persistence can turn into attachment

Which can lead us down an ugly road. What I know many do not realize is this same energy can be used in situations that clearly do not need a BEAST MOOD.

We switch on this beast mood in our daily lives when we are consuming hate in our news feed. Violent movies, over doasing of alcohol, watching porn and engaging in heated arguments.

We are feeding that beast that we assume is there to help us with our passion. What many of us do not realize if we cannot control this beast,this same beast will control us.

So, today control that Beast that is all within us.

Before it controls us all.

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There is a point in our life we find ourselves looking deep within and realizing we have been holding ourselves back.

It may not be a easy one to come to terms with and this is something I think every other person has to face. We sabotage ourselves one way or the other, either by second guessing outselves, underestimating ourselves or giving too much of ourselves.

In life there needs to be balance and the moment you are not feeling this you know you are sabotaging YOU. It is not selfish to want to see yourself shine and really embrace a little of your life. We all need this from time to time but there need to be a balance with this and when it is found. Keep the balance within your life.

This can be in work, family , friends and relationships. There needs to be a give and take because what happens when you find yourself giving your all and not getting anything in return our subconscious mind do record this within us. The same goes when we continue taking and not giving back in return, our innerself knows what we are doing is wrong.

The Circle of life is based on balance and if we do not have balance we tend to find ourselves in some real turmoil. Within ourself and it shows up in our relationship. We must know there needs to be balance within our lives and not allow anyone to always take from us and not help us full our cup back up. How are we suppose to share ourselves with others if we are not filled up enough to help ourself because we have given our all to someone else benefit. Our love is to be shared with all those around us and we are not to be limited to those we love and know.

Balance is one of the keys to success in our lives and seeing change among us.

A balance life is a happy life.

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We are all growing and learning each and every day.

The past few months my faith has not been shaken but I will admit a lot has been opened to me.

There is no denial that history has opened a lot of people eyes but at the same time the truth is being opened to many more including myself.

Technology has opened many people eyes and now we are being awakened to a lot that we may not have known before. Things are going to change in many traditions that will not have us pushing forward more but actually pulling back.

With this being said, it is time for us to go back to our roots. When I say roots I do not mean country I mean root of faith and belief. So much has changed many of us have lost our way that we no longer remember or know about our true faith.

As a Christian I will say it begins with Jesus Christ as our Lord and saviour as our rock of our salvation. We as Christians are split up in many different domination that we have actually allowed the world to split us because of Political and Worldly standards.

We have become so divided that many of the Christians believers are leaving their faith because we are all caught up. We have forgotten the main reason for our daily masses and the reason we gather.

When we look back at our earlier Christians we would realize we have become scattered. We have many different Religious domination that teach different teaches, have altered text from our scripture and even recite different prayers. That suppose to be the same as what we are taught from our Lord Jesus Christ. There are even some texts that was removed from our Holy Book. We as Christians have to come back to our roots and stop the division and spread the word of God as one Holy Church once again.

This is my hope when it comes to my faith I hope we find ourselves as one once again. We put aside all that have separated us since the beginning and come back as One Body and One Church. After all dont we believe that Jesus Christ is our Lord and savior? Why are we allowing the world to separate us and have us against one another?

We should be One Holy and United Church. Representing the Body of Christ as one.

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My Lord be with me.

Give me strength during this time of uncertainty. Lord as I experience this help me,guide me and protect me.

My Lord as I feel this odd feeling that is so new to me. Help me to discern this feeling and not become overwhelm with this new feeling that I know I have to face.

Lord do not let me become consume by the world as I have grown so much spiritually and my eyes has awakened to you.

My Lord help me keep the peace within me as I see the world fall apart. Help me to remember my focus is to be only on you.

Keep me away from sin and continue my life journey with anticipation to your return.

Keep me close to you as I face each day and keep a smiling heart in the midst of you. Let me spread your word and always remember you in every moment of my life.

Thank you Lord for awakening me and keep my eyes on you. Heavenly Father keep me close to you like a baby staying close to their parent.

Surround me with your love and draw me closer to you each day.

I need you more than ever.

Amen

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Have you ever experience a shift?

A shift in mindset, spirituality or personality.

It can be scary, daughting and mindblowing to look at your life and realize you are not the same person who you was a year, month or even a week ago. We are always changing,evolving and growing and it can be liberating.

We shift and grow, we grow and learn, we evolve and create and become a higher version of ourselves everyday.

Some call it spiritual awakening, some call it shifting or evolving. What ever we call it, it opens us up and breaks us free of limiting beliefs.

With this comes many changes, not changes that occur every now and then. These changes are heart breaking, liberating and dramatic that many cannot handle any of it. It can be a extremely confusing time and we occupy ourselves as much as we can not realizing our Souls are telling us something deeper.

This happens at least once in a person life time. Some people experience this more than once, and the time frame for this shifting can range from days, weeks and even years. The longer the shift the more impactful this can be on our lives. In a positive way once we learn to embrace it.

It also aligns with the changes in the Universe, believe it or not, our world affects us. Ready or not our innerself changes with it because at the end of the day our souls are align to the Universe and our bodies are align to the earth. Unfortunatly we wont always be in our bodies and when shifts like this are taking place it can be quite uncomfortable for our physical bodies. This is why there is a saying, we die a little every day, but our souls are eternal.

We are spiritual beings and a lot of times when our hearts and minds are alignings and our Inner self is going through this change it can be life changing forever. When the Universe changes drastically we change drastically, so when we are couscious of what is happening around us. It can be quite….. Uncomfortable.

This is much better than us going about our lives busy busy busy and not aware of what is taking place in and around us. This shift will catch us by surprise and we will not recognize anything around us anymore.

How we handle that drastic shift will also be important for our innerself. As every thought we put in our mind during these special moments can shape apart of our lives. Hopefully we do not ignore what is happening again and go about our lives and heal, embrace and really do the inner work. This is what breaks the cycle and transforms our lives.

This is the Christ couciousness that is drawing us to a new understanding by shifting us. This takes us deep within and helps us release what no longer is us This can take days, months and even years to change us but the inner work is transformative and we will never be the same.

Are you ready for this shift?

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When you are faced with looking within and looking back at your life.

Do you sense regret or peace knowing you have done your part?

I have recently began to notice many are living with regrets.

Do you know the biggest baggage in life we can hold onto is unforgiveness and regret?

When we hold onto something we know we need to let go of and many years has passed it breaks and slowly kills within.

Facing these demons are hard and have us trapped within unable to let go of the grip we have been holding onto for years.

Forgiveness is a blessing, a gift you give to yourself. Not to the other person but to yourself. Let go of the hate and regret and embrace within what is holding you back. So, many are walking around with so much hate and not realizing it is not worth it in the end.

Over the past few years I have been letting go of baggage and hate and learning to forgive myself and others. This has been a healing process that always needs to be embraced. Many years may come and go but we all have to embrace what is and let go what we can no longer control.

Do not let regret hold you up and do not hide your pains. Face the fears and embrace the darkness you are feeling within this way you will be able to let go and really forgive from the heart.

It is hard at first but it is really worth it in the end because holding onto all the unnecessary pain can only bring death within. Do not kill your spirit, do not hold onto things you can no longer control, let it go and trust everything is falling into place.