I am just not interested in fitting in. Seriously I am just not interested any longer.

I have tried all my life to fit in a box every one tries to place by me but I just cannot fit in any. Unfortunately I cannot even try any longer I am no longer interested.

I was never interested in the first place. It was never appealing to me .

You know that box that is placed there for every one to fit in. When we get in the box we stay in the box with the walls around us. We never remember what the box looked like outside because we never came back out the box.

Well I have been in the box and out many times. Let me be honest I love being out side the box. To see every thing from a wider angle the inside is too trapped I feel clustered in it.

My experience with this box is always different every time. I go in and after a little while I realize I want to go back out wondering Why I went back in.

That box that is there for each one of us to enter with every life situation. Is like we have to step inside this box.

There are a few times I have dance around the box and walk around it. But that box is not for me to step in and stay. I have tried and failed many times. Want to hear the funny part?

I do not want to succeed staying in this box. As I have seen staying is worse than leaving this box.

That box that drains you of all your energy. That box that has many trapped by society expectations. That box that has many chained to dept. That box that has creatives believing art has to be measured by a standard.

That box that has many young people chained to generational belief. When they themselves probably had it wrong.

That box that many step in and never venture to step back out. Because they are told that the box is the answer. Not realizing once you step in and you never step out.

You have failed!

Do not let anyone fool you. With all the glitter and glam. If it is the one thing for sure. You never know how they got there and this statement is a powerful one for our every day lives.

We see them all over social media, showing off and making it look as if everything is all fine.

Darling, let me tell you a secret. It may not be all glitter and glam around them at all.

Within and outside of them,it can be filled with comparisons,pain,depression and high expectation from everyone around them . Each and every day trying to live up to some false expectations from others.

Social media has made us a generation of comparisons slaves. We just have to tell the world what we just accomplished and we have to take a selfie of every single thing.

We can’t keep our latest events to ourselves and we just have to show off on everyone else. We have our own selves to blame for the high rate in aniexty cases, depression and suicidal rates.

Because we have not stopped to think of the effects we are causing to one another mental health. We have added fire to the pot in creating comparisons with one another by posting everything that we get our hands on. Without thinking of the other person who may not want to see this on their feed anymore.

Sure, we can unfollow, unfriend and just ignore. But sometimes that is easier said than done. Especially if it is a close friend or worse yet family member who is just mindlessly telling everyone on the internet what they mastered again.

While we maybe taking baby steps every day and making small wins. But just not in the big way others may have it. And that my dear friends is where depression sinks in, if you are not strong enough.

Let me honest here with that one , even the “strong one” have their moments. Trust me on that one. Because life is a funny thing that we cannot take too seriously sometimes.

One of the reasons is just when we got a little control on one of our life situations. We go onto our social media profiles and find ourselves comparing our lives with many others around our same age group.

Then we begin to question ourselves. Oh,I just got a promotion that I have been working hard for , but now I am wondering maybe I am missing something

All because we went on our phones and see Lucy got engaged this weekend. And maybe you are still single or just came out a relationship. Now your no longer as excited as before because although you are happy for Lucy you can’t help but wonder.

It has all happened to us at least once. We can be at the top of our game or struggling to stay in the game.

We know we always feel this pinch and what we never know is we can come out this race.

How?

By actually not caring what anyone even thinks.

As I said Life is a funny thing and if you take any of this too seriously you will realize.

All of it is not real.

Time for what exactly?

It is time to step away.

Yes, it is time to fly those wings my dear.

Time to know this life is a blessing and it is your time to shine.

Stop living in other people light and time to start shining your own light.

The time is now. I know you have that dream.

I know you have that goal, go for it and stop following the crowd.

One thing I appreciated with the Covid 19 is the social distancing.

The space we took apart from others really help us find our space within ourselves.

Think about it and know you will shine once you decide it is time to shine your own life.

Stop following the crowd and start stepping out.

My dear shine your light and stop following that crowd.

It is about that time.

One thing I have learned over the years is not to watch and judge.

Do not jump to conclusions so quickly.

Stay in the present moment but never jump to conclusion of another. I know this is a hard one but we never know what someone is experiencing or have experience in the past.

Someone can be at a crossroads or even experiencing a spiritual awakening and they are trying to figure it out along the way.

I have experienced this and many always jump to conclusions with me but little do they know what is being experienced within at the moment.

Because of this knowledge I try not to jump to any conclusions quickly on anyone.

As we are all experiencing our own battles and hurdles.

We need to love one another and when approaching someone for the first time do not jump to conclusions.

You just never know what that person is experiencing and battling with at the moment.

We are all facing our battles and hurdles in our day to day life journey.

Let us try to be mindful of one another life journey and remember everyone life path is different from ours.

Be aware of what you see.

Be aware of what you say

Be aware of those thoughts

All these can have a lasting impact in your life.

What you sow you will reap one day and in life we must be aware of what we are allowing to surround our lives around on a daily basis.

We can become really caught up in the news absorbing what is happening and not realizing spiritually something more is taking place that needs our attending.

We live in a testing time for many when it comes to faith.

Our world is changing and our generation is a dying species that is crying out for help

We have been so consumed with moving forward I really believe we have lost our way in this world.

We have become really out of touch, with what is happening around us we may never realize until it is too late for us.

Each and every day there is rumors of war,murders,climate change issues and political disputes.

It has become over bearing for so many we have not really gotten in touch with what all of this is saying to us today.

We need to change our hearts and souls and each day we must make the effort to change.

Be the change we want to see and be consistant with your internal work.

Things can turn around for us all but this is a wake up call for us as we watch life unfolds for us.

We have to ask ourselves. Have we gotten it wrong for so many generations?

We have become so fearless and self absorbed everything is a fight for rights to a point we no longer know what is right.

Let us pray we find the Holy Spirit within us to guide us down the right path in humanity.

Let us pray that we come back to the one true God.

Let us really look within and ask ourselves.

What are we doing wrong?

When we really take these necessary steps in life we will see the difference in our world today.

We can make a change once we become the change.

I am asking everyone reading this today.

Look within and ask yourself the tough questions.

Do not rush back.

Do not join the crowd.

Do not follow the masses.

Do not go back to what you know and try to rush back into a world that is on fire

Take a step back, stop, pause and know we cannot allow this world to push us back inside.

Stay away as much as you can, continue social distancing and practice what you have been taught.

Do not be happy to rush back in.

Do not join the protests.

Do not feed the fire

This world would not get better if we fight fire with fire and have money controlling us

Can you not see this virus was a warning?

If you do not get this one today then you are ready to sell your soul to just live in this world

Take a step back and reconize what is happening around us today

Do not celebrate because you are finally outside or back at a job

Because this world is never going to be the same again

Until Heavenly peace has returned from above everything unfolding is a mask from the truth they do not want you to be prepared for.

I say again do not join the crowds.

Do not join them.

How much longer would many wear masks?

The age of social media where we are all wearing mask online and offline.

Everything posted on instagram and facebook where someone is in front of a camera and is all a lie. The reason I say this is because we have put on filters and adjusted our camera to make it look real.

We fake a smile and position our head a certain way and add filter to it that we need to put on a show. Everything is made up everything is fake we love the attention because we are missing something inside.

Something we are searching for something we know is missing. We put on a grand show and make it look as though everything is fine but deep inside we are alone. We live in a world where a mask cannot be taken off without a show.

All these selfies and still I cannot tell which one is actually real. But if we look into the person eye we would see the unhappiness deep inside. We cover it up and look forward to our next selfie yet we never realize time is sweeping by and we never notice we are out of time.

All this time we was busy in the moment of taking away selfies and wearing a mask we never realize something was leaving us behind. Time was not waiting anymore and while we was not in the moment and letting others know the real you.

Time was slipping by when we look back at those selfies we realize, what we posted at the time was never really us inside.

It is here, are you seeing it?

Are you feeling it?

The 2020 vision that was told to us many years ago. It is here and I will admit it feels real, the feeling of a strong change, spiritual wake up and spiritual cleansing in this world……IT IS HERE

Many are awakening. Many are waking up and many more are going to wake up and see the True Vision that was unfolding before right before our eyes.

We have been asking for it, praying for it, now we are seeing some of it.

The great awakening .

The great change.

The Vision 2020 that was being put together for us since the beginning.

Do you know how we move forward in life?

Well the first step is a choice. A choice is put in front of you and depending on your decision you either move forward or stay stuck.

That choice can also make or break you. This can be a choice to break the tradition, beliefs or routine. It is going to shake your whole life up. A safe choice is not a choice as this will keep you stuck but you will feel a sense of security. As some would say to themselves. But, making a bold choice can be daughting and end up being the best decision of your life.

This can change the whole game for you. It can switch a few things in life and sometimes, we are not ready for some of it. Unfortunatly, life does not wait on us and if you have not notice time does not as well. Every day we get older and hopefully wiser based on our choices.

We learn and grow from a choice and at times it is that bold choice. That helps us mold the way forward. Decisions are never a cup of tea for me and I never envy anyone who has to make them. But I do know when someone is torn between two choices they really have to think deeply on what lies ahead. Holding back from the choice they know can help them can be unhealthy as progress may never happen within their life.

From my experience especially recently I have found the better choice is always the bolder choice but the feelings of making the choice can be tough. There can be consequences that I may have to face and of course we know the famous disappointment we have to embrace.

But in the end a choice is still left to make and most of the times. It is better to go with the choice that scares you because that is the one that will help grow, expand and embrace the fullness of life. After all isnt that what we are on earth for …… to live.

So, why are so many of us not doing this including myself,holding back.

I am strong

I am powerful

I am beautiful

I am one of a kind

I am me

You are you

We are all unique and one of a kind. We were all born with different gifts, talents, sizes and colors. We are one and we are all human.

We are all created for a special purpose and our lives all have different paths to pass. No one person goes threw the same life journey and no one will ever go threw the same path in life.

Each one of us have a life path and each one of us have a time span on this earth. No one person is the same, even if you maybe a twin.

We all have different likes, goals, styles and views on life. No one person is ever the same. That is one of the many beauties and wonders of this life.

We are in a world full of many different people, from many different nations. Each of us have a different culture, heritage, view and mindset but one thing we all have in common is that we are all one.

We have the same red blood and under the same moon, stars and sun. That is the beauty of life. That is the beauty of the magic and awe our Universe has us on.

Our trees, mountains, birds, cats and dogs was all left for us to nature and take care of diligently. Each life is a gift and each moment on this world is a gift to us.

I am who I am to manifest and bring forth the best of myself to help build a better planet for our children and grandchildren to live on. I know who I am and I want to help bring love and peace to all.

I am who I am and you are who you are.

Let us be the best versions we are meant to be in this world.

Much love everyone.