I was a little blind but now I see it all clearly.

Religion is fully man made and I am so happy I am seeing all this clearly.

The Most High is real and loved me and everyone so much that he sent His Son to die on a cross for us.

He gave us his word and his first disciples listened to his Holy Spirit so we can know of God words.

Religion has failed me recently. With trying to follow the way of the man made Law. Religion is no longer following the way of the first apostles and ignoring the words given to us by God.

Religion has become worldly and have forgotten the word of God completely.

Religion has taken down a road where everything will change drastically but little did I know it was shifting down this path even before I was born.

The apostles warned us of all of this in front of us. While Religion has failed many are still standing up for our true faith.

For us we are being persecuted and lashed with words from the Bible from people who only want to use the Bible for their own worldly gain.

As a Christian it is hard to stand by faith but my faith is all that have saved me from the ways of this world

Every day many are leaving the church but I have realize it is not the reason we all think. Many are leaving their religion because their faith has been lead in other ways. For some it is maybe the way of the world that lead them out of the church. And for some it is because their faith that have been restored and we realize that some of the Religious ones are not lead by faith but only by sight.

That is the reason today I am saying religion has failed me because humans created religion and we have forgotten our True God and the many things he warned us about.

My heart aches for those trying to follow the way of the New World Order but my heart also ache for those of us that now have a battle that can lead us completely out of this world.

In the end God will win because he is the Alpha and the Omega. The beginning and the End and my faith stands by him and him alone and my true faith in him and not the ways of this world.

I am sounding like my parents but when normal things are no longer normal. You have to say I miss the old days

So I will admit I miss the old days when I saw people true faces. Not ones that are covered with masks and under that mask is another mask. The irony I am experiencing these days. Actually everyone is experiencing this but for many they are just following protocols.

2020 to now is some strange years but I am actually grateful to experience this one. This is the year I am missing a normal normal day. The days when we could be in a crowd or go somewhere and not worry being looked at wrong for not wearing mask like everyone around.

The days when you don’t see people worried about getting sick. Covid 19 virus has really made this world change.

The world we loved and enjoyed is no longer what we dreamed of anymore. Many lives are changing and many lives are being taken away either by this virus or the fear of the virus.

What a world we live in today?

While the world is going crazy.

I have a deep peace I cannot explain. A peace and calm knowing everything is going to be ok.

I am not worrying and I am not stressing because I know whatever happens Yahushua will protect me.

The World is blazing and I have found a sense of peace within I know I can not find anywhere else in life.

This peace is needed when the world can take you to the deep end of pain. This is not a time to worry, panic and find yourself in fear. This is a time of looking within and finding little joys in your life.

Taking off the news and paying attention to you. Do not miss the beauty in your life by running around hopeless and full of fear. All this time you could be missing wonderful life opportunities right in front your eyes

Stop, pause and look deep within because the peace your heart needs. Is deep within, just do not miss it.

Sad state of affairs. Your freedom has gone.

Welcome to the new world a world where freedom rights may not exist anymore.

It is all a lie it is not real and many have fallen for it. Social distancing has killed humanity and believe me this is just the beginning of a sad state of affairs for many years to come.

If you think a virus has brought us closer as a human race it has not and it has divided us and this division has only now begun.

We will only become more distant as time passes and soon totally out of touch.

I am sorry for the generation after me and the ones to come.

If you think this New World is real and better for our humanity. You may have missed the point of reaching out to others in time of need. In a time when our world needed us to be more human we became more distant.

We did not save lives. We create empty holes in many hearts because they really needed someone to give them a hug. To me we are now entering a New World of many with deep depression all because of this New World of social distancing.

I would never forget the great pandemic that has left many scarred and Humanity will never be the same. Because we allowed this to take away the one thing that we as human held onto for so long.

Human contact.

I am just not interested in fitting in. Seriously I am just not interested any longer.

I have tried all my life to fit in a box every one tries to place by me but I just cannot fit in any. Unfortunately I cannot even try any longer I am no longer interested.

I was never interested in the first place. It was never appealing to me .

You know that box that is placed there for every one to fit in. When we get in the box we stay in the box with the walls around us. We never remember what the box looked like outside because we never came back out the box.

Well I have been in the box and out many times. Let me be honest I love being out side the box. To see every thing from a wider angle the inside is too trapped I feel clustered in it.

My experience with this box is always different every time. I go in and after a little while I realize I want to go back out wondering Why I went back in.

That box that is there for each one of us to enter with every life situation. Is like we have to step inside this box.

There are a few times I have dance around the box and walk around it. But that box is not for me to step in and stay. I have tried and failed many times. Want to hear the funny part?

I do not want to succeed staying in this box. As I have seen staying is worse than leaving this box.

That box that drains you of all your energy. That box that has many trapped by society expectations. That box that has many chained to dept. That box that has creatives believing art has to be measured by a standard.

That box that has many young people chained to generational belief. When they themselves probably had it wrong.

That box that many step in and never venture to step back out. Because they are told that the box is the answer. Not realizing once you step in and you never step out.

You have failed!

Do not let anyone fool you. With all the glitter and glam. If it is the one thing for sure. You never know how they got there and this statement is a powerful one for our every day lives.

We see them all over social media, showing off and making it look as if everything is all fine.

Darling, let me tell you a secret. It may not be all glitter and glam around them at all.

Within and outside of them,it can be filled with comparisons,pain,depression and high expectation from everyone around them . Each and every day trying to live up to some false expectations from others.

Social media has made us a generation of comparisons slaves. We just have to tell the world what we just accomplished and we have to take a selfie of every single thing.

We can’t keep our latest events to ourselves and we just have to show off on everyone else. We have our own selves to blame for the high rate in aniexty cases, depression and suicidal rates.

Because we have not stopped to think of the effects we are causing to one another mental health. We have added fire to the pot in creating comparisons with one another by posting everything that we get our hands on. Without thinking of the other person who may not want to see this on their feed anymore.

Sure, we can unfollow, unfriend and just ignore. But sometimes that is easier said than done. Especially if it is a close friend or worse yet family member who is just mindlessly telling everyone on the internet what they mastered again.

While we maybe taking baby steps every day and making small wins. But just not in the big way others may have it. And that my dear friends is where depression sinks in, if you are not strong enough.

Let me honest here with that one , even the “strong one” have their moments. Trust me on that one. Because life is a funny thing that we cannot take too seriously sometimes.

One of the reasons is just when we got a little control on one of our life situations. We go onto our social media profiles and find ourselves comparing our lives with many others around our same age group.

Then we begin to question ourselves. Oh,I just got a promotion that I have been working hard for , but now I am wondering maybe I am missing something

All because we went on our phones and see Lucy got engaged this weekend. And maybe you are still single or just came out a relationship. Now your no longer as excited as before because although you are happy for Lucy you can’t help but wonder.

It has all happened to us at least once. We can be at the top of our game or struggling to stay in the game.

We know we always feel this pinch and what we never know is we can come out this race.

How?

By actually not caring what anyone even thinks.

As I said Life is a funny thing and if you take any of this too seriously you will realize.

All of it is not real.

Its real

Its here

Many are falling for it

I look around and see so many living in fear, it breaks my heart and I just don’t understand why people are allowing this fear to take over their lives

U watch into their eyes and u can tell they are scared for their lives. Like they will drop down like flies at that very time.

This fear has taken over the world. This fear has so many willingly giving up every right.

It’s hard to see but there is hope. Not a mask, vaccine, hand sanitizer, or distance away from someone you love

It’s Jesus Christ. Yes Him, I know u heard of Him. If u have not well let me tell u something

He loves u and wants you to come to Him

He is calling out to us. To reach out to Him and He will give us peace

Honestly, if He didn’t come into my life. I would have been a lost one walking around in fear

Today the Holy Spirit, guides me and wants to tell everyone.

Hey u have a life.

Welcome Jesus Christ into your life and He will guide you today.

He brings peace, He heals and He brings comfort when this world is completly. Lost.

Give Him a try and He will come and help u with this thing call life.

Today I am exhausted.

Tired of trying to explain to myself and others why I am tired of this system.

A system that is no longer working for me and many.

As I write this today I will admit my eyes are burning from a long week of just trying to stay in a race that many face day after days.

We work day in and day out to just meet end meet and we become tired and our health just detoriates.

When Friday reaches we are all beat and tired and ready to hit our beds because we are too exhausted in the end.

Is there a end to this vicious cycle of endless stress and frustration. For me I know there is a end at this tunnel but for many it is a journey they have to face until they can afford to retire.

Then we pass this onto our children and feed them with, this is life. But really is this life when we are not living.

Most of us are just waiting for Friday and then it reaches and we are exhausted.

This is not life.

This is a trap.

A trap that was fed to us to keep us in total slavery.

Let us make every effort we can to get out of the system of slavery.

Please be prepared for what is here and what is coming.

Do not fall victim and prepare your mind and heart for what is coming upon this world.

Please prepare, mentally, emotionally and spiritually for a world that will break many souls.

2020 has not been a year that many saw coming and the coming years it will get more interesting. As we head into a “new world” many are running blind and not seeing what is unfolding around them and begging for a life they once knew.

Scientist are fighting to find a cure for a virus that has taken the world by storm and many are beginning to live in great unrest. I have seen many fight with one another over masks and politicians and yet many do not see what is really happening around them.

We have bigger issues on the horizons and sadly our world would fall victim into the hands of the evil one. If we thought things was bad in the past the reality of this planet future does not look bright and many many will turn cold forever.

So I say again prepare, prepare, prepare because what is coming on us is going to make many fall in DEEP state of FEAR. Many will shake, many will shiver and many will Beg for their lives to be over and death will be FAR from them.

I say again prepare and turn off that News station because there is so much being said by them that is not adding up. They have an agenda, they have a plan, do not be fooled and do not turn a blind eye to the True Crime being protrayed by ALL our leaders.

But there is good news for so many who believes what I am about to say. All of this have a happy ending because many know this was written before.

We are living in a really serious time and many are not prepared for what is about to come upon us. One thing I do know Jesus Christ will come back at the end of all of this , and I am praying that I am worthy to escape all of this even.

So many things that are unfolding does not bother me much anymore, and I have found a deep peace and smile as this world goes mad. Knowing that my Lord Jesus Christ is in charge, I believe I have already begun escaping many of these plans.

I pray I escape all of these plans and do what the Holy Spirit leads me to everyday.

Today I am feeling the urge to say to you.

Please prepare so you can also escape.

Find peace in Jesus Christ and keep your eyes above as this world goes along with it “new world order plan”

My faith lies in Jesus Christ alone and I pray many who reads this finds or knows the deep peace you gain when you see all his words spoken by the prophets, apostles and himself being fulfilled today.

Because a day is like a thousand years to God and he wants all of us in his glory.

Now that is something to be looking forward to in our lifetime.