Writing became a part of me many years ago. It is one of the many surprises I have and want to share my passion for writing to each person I meet. With my deep passion for helping people and having a special way of touching lives. Now I want to share this with everyone who can be helped, uplifted or push to reach that goal threw my writing and experience.
Many when they hear this they think of going backwards when in truth we are moving forward. In a different way we may never experience.
These retrogrates of the Universe sends us backwards to have a good look of our life. This can have us looking at our life differently but we do not realize we are having a positive impact in our life.
It shakes us up and brings out emotions we would swear we have moved past in our life. But these emotions heal us and transforms our life in miraculous ways.
Over the past two years especially the past year I have learned a lot about myself and experience over the past few months. I have seen and understand why some experiences happened the way it did for me.
These emotions can be from years or months ago. That changes everything in life and makes a difference but has to be faced so you can move forward in life.
When these retrogrades takes place in planets it makes changes and shows us the truth within ourselves. It shines a light on places in situations we may not have understood at the time we are shown the truth and hopefully we have officially learned the lesson.
So, the next time the retrogrates happens in the same planet.
Welcome to the new world a world where freedom rights may not exist anymore.
It is all a lie it is not real and many have fallen for it. Social distancing has killed humanity and believe me this is just the beginning of a sad state of affairs for many years to come.
If you think a virus has brought us closer as a human race it has not and it has divided us and this division has only now begun.
We will only become more distant as time passes and soon totally out of touch.
I am sorry for the generation after me and the ones to come.
If you think this New World is real and better for our humanity. You may have missed the point of reaching out to others in time of need. In a time when our world needed us to be more human we became more distant.
We did not save lives. We create empty holes in many hearts because they really needed someone to give them a hug. To me we are now entering a New World of many with deep depression all because of this New World of social distancing.
I would never forget the great pandemic that has left many scarred and Humanity will never be the same. Because we allowed this to take away the one thing that we as human held onto for so long.
It is ok to wake up and realize, hey i just dont fit in.
The moment you realize this, rejoice because this is your freedom.
Freedom from what, being a slave to the system.
A system that is slowing breaking away yet many are fighting to keep it.
I understood the system, a system that has existed for so long.
Yet many just follow it and never try to resist it.
For those of us that do not fit in the system. Know that you are not alone I was once like you.
I eventually resisted the system and today I am doing everything I can to beat this system. Not for me but for everyone who no longer wants to be a part of it and of course our future generations.
First let me tell you a little about me. I was once deep in the system everyday.
I was caught up running behind the glamorous life then life happened.
After losing many jobs because of many different reasons. I realize this is not for me as i know better .
I needed to accept I am unique and although there are many reasons to my exitting to many companies. I knew it was not all the glitter for me.
I am very happy I made my exit. I did not want to be caught up any longer and although i am in the rat race system today still. I know i have a bigger purpose and i make a little contribution every day towards making a difference in my work environment.
Which i have accepted I am not like the rest. I m different and one of a kind, I stand out from the rest and I do not care about blending in anymore.
This has become my mentality as i enter new day. Blending in no longer serves me anymore, I can no longer just step in and be a part of a system that is failing.
I rather stand out because I see changes needs to be made. Of course it starts with me and every day I am working on this one.
It’s always a work in process and I am always who i am daily. Many may never understand my journey and some will be put in situations as similar as me.
I know this is my journey and as energies changes in and around me. I embrace me and I slowly let go what is no longer me.
My life is to be embrace. My life is to be for me. Most importantly my life is to spread the word of Yahushua to all.
I see a system dying. I see changes that is leading our world into a new world system.
My life is to continue resisting this system and make sure and help many stay away from it. As long as we can.
As life unfolds and God guides me I pray for everyone who is spiritully awakening. To help others come out and fight what we know no longer is us.
Let us take back our lands.
Let us take back our freedom
Let us resist what is being feed to us
Let us come out of the system and finally be free.
I am just not interested in fitting in. Seriously I am just not interested any longer.
I have tried all my life to fit in a box every one tries to place by me but I just cannot fit in any. Unfortunately I cannot even try any longer I am no longer interested.
I was never interested in the first place. It was never appealing to me .
You know that box that is placed there for every one to fit in. When we get in the box we stay in the box with the walls around us. We never remember what the box looked like outside because we never came back out the box.
Well I have been in the box and out many times. Let me be honest I love being out side the box. To see every thing from a wider angle the inside is too trapped I feel clustered in it.
My experience with this box is always different every time. I go in and after a little while I realize I want to go back out wondering Why I went back in.
That box that is there for each one of us to enter with every life situation. Is like we have to step inside this box.
There are a few times I have dance around the box and walk around it. But that box is not for me to step in and stay. I have tried and failed many times. Want to hear the funny part?
I do not want to succeed staying in this box. As I have seen staying is worse than leaving this box.
That box that drains you of all your energy. That box that has many trapped by society expectations. That box that has many chained to dept. That box that has creatives believing art has to be measured by a standard.
That box that has many young people chained to generational belief. When they themselves probably had it wrong.
That box that many step in and never venture to step back out. Because they are told that the box is the answer. Not realizing once you step in and you never step out.
Do not let anyone fool you. With all the glitter and glam. If it is the one thing for sure. You never know how they got there and this statement is a powerful one for our every day lives.
We see them all over social media, showing off and making it look as if everything is all fine.
Darling, let me tell you a secret. It may not be all glitter and glam around them at all.
Within and outside of them,it can be filled with comparisons,pain,depression and high expectation from everyone around them . Each and every day trying to live up to some false expectations from others.
Social media has made us a generation of comparisons slaves. We just have to tell the world what we just accomplished and we have to take a selfie of every single thing.
We can’t keep our latest events to ourselves and we just have to show off on everyone else. We have our own selves to blame for the high rate in aniexty cases, depression and suicidal rates.
Because we have not stopped to think of the effects we are causing to one another mental health. We have added fire to the pot in creating comparisons with one another by posting everything that we get our hands on. Without thinking of the other person who may not want to see this on their feed anymore.
Sure, we can unfollow, unfriend and just ignore. But sometimes that is easier said than done. Especially if it is a close friend or worse yet family member who is just mindlessly telling everyone on the internet what they mastered again.
While we maybe taking baby steps every day and making small wins. But just not in the big way others may have it. And that my dear friends is where depression sinks in, if you are not strong enough.
Let me honest here with that one , even the “strong one” have their moments. Trust me on that one. Because life is a funny thing that we cannot take too seriously sometimes.
One of the reasons is just when we got a little control on one of our life situations. We go onto our social media profiles and find ourselves comparing our lives with many others around our same age group.
Then we begin to question ourselves. Oh,I just got a promotion that I have been working hard for , but now I am wondering maybe I am missing something
All because we went on our phones and see Lucy got engaged this weekend. And maybe you are still single or just came out a relationship. Now your no longer as excited as before because although you are happy for Lucy you can’t help but wonder.
It has all happened to us at least once. We can be at the top of our game or struggling to stay in the game.
We know we always feel this pinch and what we never know is we can come out this race.
By actually not caring what anyone even thinks.
As I said Life is a funny thing and if you take any of this too seriously you will realize.
Today religion is in a serious shake up as a Spiritual War fare is happening all the time around us. We have to be aware what is taking place in us and around us.
The battle many of us are facing is a serious one as we have to endure.
Part of the battle is questioning a lot of what have been spoon fed all our lives. As the truth comes out many of us are faced with questions. After the questions are answered we are yet again faced with more questions.
Religious leaders are modernizing a lot of their beliefs, traditions and having many churches following and becoming a stray.
Today I ask how can a church lead a flock when they do not want to follow God true word and commandments?
The Church particularly the RC churches are heading down a new road of self destruction that many like myself have been seeing and warning for years. The word is being twisted and the scandals that are faced is trying to be faced in a humanly way instead of a Spiritual way. A church that is leading many to a way we may regret later down the line.
So much have changed over the years and so much more changes is going to arrive. Many will folk out of the churches when they are trying to get more in the church buildings.
Jesus said where two or three are in my name there I am with them. A time is coming when many have to choose at the same time question where they are heading in this world as we are all facing a Spiritual warfare. Whatever we are faced with we have to ensure that Yeshua stays the center of it all.
Question the church and all the new changes they want to bring on board. Question why they want to make these changes and keep those in prayers who are standing up for justice and truth.
This is the time. Many have warned us about many years ago.
Let us be aware of what is taking place and do not be afraid of asking questions.