Writing became a part of me many years ago. It is one of the many surprises I have and want to share my passion for writing to each person I meet. With my deep passion for helping people and having a special way of touching lives. Now I want to share this with everyone who can be helped, uplifted or push to reach that goal threw my writing and experience.

I was a little blind but now I see it all clearly.

Religion is fully man made and I am so happy I am seeing all this clearly.

The Most High is real and loved me and everyone so much that he sent His Son to die on a cross for us.

He gave us his word and his first disciples listened to his Holy Spirit so we can know of God words.

Religion has failed me recently. With trying to follow the way of the man made Law. Religion is no longer following the way of the first apostles and ignoring the words given to us by God.

Religion has become worldly and have forgotten the word of God completely.

Religion has taken down a road where everything will change drastically but little did I know it was shifting down this path even before I was born.

The apostles warned us of all of this in front of us. While Religion has failed many are still standing up for our true faith.

For us we are being persecuted and lashed with words from the Bible from people who only want to use the Bible for their own worldly gain.

As a Christian it is hard to stand by faith but my faith is all that have saved me from the ways of this world

Every day many are leaving the church but I have realize it is not the reason we all think. Many are leaving their religion because their faith has been lead in other ways. For some it is maybe the way of the world that lead them out of the church. And for some it is because their faith that have been restored and we realize that some of the Religious ones are not lead by faith but only by sight.

That is the reason today I am saying religion has failed me because humans created religion and we have forgotten our True God and the many things he warned us about.

My heart aches for those trying to follow the way of the New World Order but my heart also ache for those of us that now have a battle that can lead us completely out of this world.

In the end God will win because he is the Alpha and the Omega. The beginning and the End and my faith stands by him and him alone and my true faith in him and not the ways of this world.

I am sounding like my parents but when normal things are no longer normal. You have to say I miss the old days

So I will admit I miss the old days when I saw people true faces. Not ones that are covered with masks and under that mask is another mask. The irony I am experiencing these days. Actually everyone is experiencing this but for many they are just following protocols.

2020 to now is some strange years but I am actually grateful to experience this one. This is the year I am missing a normal normal day. The days when we could be in a crowd or go somewhere and not worry being looked at wrong for not wearing mask like everyone around.

The days when you don’t see people worried about getting sick. Covid 19 virus has really made this world change.

The world we loved and enjoyed is no longer what we dreamed of anymore. Many lives are changing and many lives are being taken away either by this virus or the fear of the virus.

What a world we live in today?

While the world is going crazy.

I have a deep peace I cannot explain. A peace and calm knowing everything is going to be ok.

I am not worrying and I am not stressing because I know whatever happens Yahushua will protect me.

The World is blazing and I have found a sense of peace within I know I can not find anywhere else in life.

This peace is needed when the world can take you to the deep end of pain. This is not a time to worry, panic and find yourself in fear. This is a time of looking within and finding little joys in your life.

Taking off the news and paying attention to you. Do not miss the beauty in your life by running around hopeless and full of fear. All this time you could be missing wonderful life opportunities right in front your eyes

Stop, pause and look deep within because the peace your heart needs. Is deep within, just do not miss it.

Seek First and you will find the Kingdom within you.

Seek Answers and you will find the answers within you.

Seek Love and you will find all the love you have to find within yourself.

Seek Peace and you will find it within you.

Seek Glory and you will find it within you.

Seek The Most High and He will come inside you and dwell with you.

See the world and you will find the world lives inside of you.

Seek Heaven and you will find Heaven inside of you.

Do not underestimate yourself.

You are special and know that the Glory of Yahuwah is shining within you for the world to see.

Seek Him and you will find Him and all the treasures in Heaven inside of you

When you find this you will find Heaven and you will begin to see this world in a whole new way.

You will realize The Most High is always among us and wants us to spread the love of Him by our lives and living in truth of Him.

Seek Truth, Ask and He will provide and give you all that you are needing within and around you.

Give the Most High Glory today and seek Him.

HalleuYAH

We all heard about them or know of them.

Many when they hear this they think of going backwards when in truth we are moving forward. In a different way we may never experience.

These retrogrates of the Universe sends us backwards to have a good look of our life. This can have us looking at our life differently but we do not realize we are having a positive impact in our life.

It shakes us up and brings out emotions we would swear we have moved past in our life. But these emotions heal us and transforms our life in miraculous ways.

Over the past two years especially the past year I have learned a lot about myself and experience over the past few months. I have seen and understand why some experiences happened the way it did for me.

These emotions can be from years or months ago. That changes everything in life and makes a difference but has to be faced so you can move forward in life.

When these retrogrades takes place in planets it makes changes and shows us the truth within ourselves. It shines a light on places in situations we may not have understood at the time we are shown the truth and hopefully we have officially learned the lesson.

So, the next time the retrogrates happens in the same planet.

Hopefully the lessons have been learned.

Sad state of affairs. Your freedom has gone.

Welcome to the new world a world where freedom rights may not exist anymore.

It is all a lie it is not real and many have fallen for it. Social distancing has killed humanity and believe me this is just the beginning of a sad state of affairs for many years to come.

If you think a virus has brought us closer as a human race it has not and it has divided us and this division has only now begun.

We will only become more distant as time passes and soon totally out of touch.

I am sorry for the generation after me and the ones to come.

If you think this New World is real and better for our humanity. You may have missed the point of reaching out to others in time of need. In a time when our world needed us to be more human we became more distant.

We did not save lives. We create empty holes in many hearts because they really needed someone to give them a hug. To me we are now entering a New World of many with deep depression all because of this New World of social distancing.

I would never forget the great pandemic that has left many scarred and Humanity will never be the same. Because we allowed this to take away the one thing that we as human held onto for so long.

Human contact.

It is ok to be different.

It is ok to stand out from the crowd.

It is ok to wake up and realize, hey i just dont fit in.

The moment you realize this, rejoice because this is your freedom.

Freedom from what, being a slave to the system.

A system that is slowing breaking away yet many are fighting to keep it.

I understood the system, a system that has existed for so long.

Yet many just follow it and never try to resist it.

For those of us that do not fit in the system. Know that you are not alone I was once like you.

I eventually resisted the system and today I am doing everything I can to beat this system. Not for me but for everyone who no longer wants to be a part of it and of course our future generations.

First let me tell you a little about me. I was once deep in the system everyday.

I was caught up running behind the glamorous life then life happened.

After losing many jobs because of many different reasons. I realize this is not for me as i know better .

I needed to accept I am unique and although there are many reasons to my exitting to many companies. I knew it was not all the glitter for me.

I am very happy I made my exit. I did not want to be caught up any longer and although i am in the rat race system today still. I know i have a bigger purpose and i make a little contribution every day towards making a difference in my work environment.

Which i have accepted I am not like the rest. I m different and one of a kind, I stand out from the rest and I do not care about blending in anymore.

This has become my mentality as i enter new day. Blending in no longer serves me anymore, I can no longer just step in and be a part of a system that is failing.

I rather stand out because I see changes needs to be made. Of course it starts with me and every day I am working on this one.

It’s always a work in process and I am always who i am daily. Many may never understand my journey and some will be put in situations as similar as me.

I know this is my journey and as energies changes in and around me. I embrace me and I slowly let go what is no longer me.

My life is to be embrace. My life is to be for me. Most importantly my life is to spread the word of Yahushua to all.

I see a system dying. I see changes that is leading our world into a new world system.

My life is to continue resisting this system and make sure and help many stay away from it. As long as we can.

As life unfolds and God guides me I pray for everyone who is spiritully awakening. To help others come out and fight what we know no longer is us.

Let us take back our lands.

Let us take back our freedom

Let us resist what is being feed to us

Let us come out of the system and finally be free.

So we can truly live in harmony.

I am just not interested in fitting in. Seriously I am just not interested any longer.

I have tried all my life to fit in a box every one tries to place by me but I just cannot fit in any. Unfortunately I cannot even try any longer I am no longer interested.

I was never interested in the first place. It was never appealing to me .

You know that box that is placed there for every one to fit in. When we get in the box we stay in the box with the walls around us. We never remember what the box looked like outside because we never came back out the box.

Well I have been in the box and out many times. Let me be honest I love being out side the box. To see every thing from a wider angle the inside is too trapped I feel clustered in it.

My experience with this box is always different every time. I go in and after a little while I realize I want to go back out wondering Why I went back in.

That box that is there for each one of us to enter with every life situation. Is like we have to step inside this box.

There are a few times I have dance around the box and walk around it. But that box is not for me to step in and stay. I have tried and failed many times. Want to hear the funny part?

I do not want to succeed staying in this box. As I have seen staying is worse than leaving this box.

That box that drains you of all your energy. That box that has many trapped by society expectations. That box that has many chained to dept. That box that has creatives believing art has to be measured by a standard.

That box that has many young people chained to generational belief. When they themselves probably had it wrong.

That box that many step in and never venture to step back out. Because they are told that the box is the answer. Not realizing once you step in and you never step out.

You have failed!

Do not let anyone fool you. With all the glitter and glam. If it is the one thing for sure. You never know how they got there and this statement is a powerful one for our every day lives.

We see them all over social media, showing off and making it look as if everything is all fine.

Darling, let me tell you a secret. It may not be all glitter and glam around them at all.

Within and outside of them,it can be filled with comparisons,pain,depression and high expectation from everyone around them . Each and every day trying to live up to some false expectations from others.

Social media has made us a generation of comparisons slaves. We just have to tell the world what we just accomplished and we have to take a selfie of every single thing.

We can’t keep our latest events to ourselves and we just have to show off on everyone else. We have our own selves to blame for the high rate in aniexty cases, depression and suicidal rates.

Because we have not stopped to think of the effects we are causing to one another mental health. We have added fire to the pot in creating comparisons with one another by posting everything that we get our hands on. Without thinking of the other person who may not want to see this on their feed anymore.

Sure, we can unfollow, unfriend and just ignore. But sometimes that is easier said than done. Especially if it is a close friend or worse yet family member who is just mindlessly telling everyone on the internet what they mastered again.

While we maybe taking baby steps every day and making small wins. But just not in the big way others may have it. And that my dear friends is where depression sinks in, if you are not strong enough.

Let me honest here with that one , even the “strong one” have their moments. Trust me on that one. Because life is a funny thing that we cannot take too seriously sometimes.

One of the reasons is just when we got a little control on one of our life situations. We go onto our social media profiles and find ourselves comparing our lives with many others around our same age group.

Then we begin to question ourselves. Oh,I just got a promotion that I have been working hard for , but now I am wondering maybe I am missing something

All because we went on our phones and see Lucy got engaged this weekend. And maybe you are still single or just came out a relationship. Now your no longer as excited as before because although you are happy for Lucy you can’t help but wonder.

It has all happened to us at least once. We can be at the top of our game or struggling to stay in the game.

We know we always feel this pinch and what we never know is we can come out this race.

How?

By actually not caring what anyone even thinks.

As I said Life is a funny thing and if you take any of this too seriously you will realize.

All of it is not real.

Time for what exactly?

It is time to step away.

Yes, it is time to fly those wings my dear.

Time to know this life is a blessing and it is your time to shine.

Stop living in other people light and time to start shining your own light.

The time is now. I know you have that dream.

I know you have that goal, go for it and stop following the crowd.

One thing I appreciated with the Covid 19 is the social distancing.

The space we took apart from others really help us find our space within ourselves.

Think about it and know you will shine once you decide it is time to shine your own life.

Stop following the crowd and start stepping out.

My dear shine your light and stop following that crowd.

It is about that time.